Growth, generation, is not a quantity but a quality of being.
Thought is not a quantity but a quality of being.
Emotion is not a quantity but a quality of being.
Objective experiences/sensations are recorded in subjective bodies (surrounding objective body) .
Study, true study, is not the introduction of concepts into the mind but the reception of the mind of that which is greater than it. It is not an active mental process, therefore, but a passive one. Study is not the use of the mind as an active agent . When the mind serves as a channel for truth, the mind approaches illumination.
What is "intrinsic" is what is beyond mind and consequently beyond creation.
The predicament of man is that he is not life nor lifelessness, he is suspended betwixt the two. His "free will", his egoic self, his mind principle, allows him to choose between the two extremes. Almost invariably he chooses death because temporal reality is evident, whereas eternal reality is only imminent.
The mind of man is his only salvation, but also his greatest enemy. The problem is that man is not a mind-being -- he is a universal being, a divine being, a spiritual being. The egoic-consciousness is locked within the principle of mind, the Orphic egg from which Phanes, the universal savior, must burst forth for illumination to occur.
Beauty exists without mind, and mind is a condition of the beautiful.
The mediocre mind believes that it can think its way to knowledge. The disillusioned mind knows that it is properly the servant of the real and so long as it tries to be its arbiter, it will be the slayer of the real.
The mind can receive life, it cannot bestow life.
My lifelong search for perfection has lead me to the conclusion that perfection can never be conceived by the mind, but it can be received by the mind. Perfection, beauty, cannot be comprehended, but it can be apprehended -- this apprehension results in the illumination of the mind, the end of evolution and the creation of the "star man."
It is hopeless for the mind to try to annihilate itself, it can only acknowledge that which is greater than itself.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Saturday, October 03, 2009
More Writings Under a Tree
The illuminated one is born out of time, space, and matter -- the trifold womb of nascent spiritual consciousness.
Illumination is the path of mind seeking its own source.
A symbol is always something less than that which it represents. That is why symbols are secondary realities. But symbols are the only things presented to mind in the experience of life, and until only when mind is able to read those symbols is it permitted to approach reality. This reminiscent of "Neo" deciphering the code of the matrix in the movie "The Matrix". The code being, in reality, the intrinsic meaning behind all life experiences. To apperceive meanings rather than to impose conditions is the proper activity of the mind approaching illumination.
Illumination is liberation of the mind. It is the experience whereby mind beholds reality for the first time.
All thought is partial truth. Knowledge is the whole truth.
Knowledge is not thought. Knowledge is fullness.
Mind is the medium between spirit and matter. But, emotion is the medium between mind and matter. Thus we have the fourfold constitution of the universe.
What is God? Who is God? God is absolute fullness -- something the mind cannot conceive. The mind itself is a condition of fullness and cannot give rise to, create, or conceive of, something greater than itself.
Illumination is the path of mind seeking its own source.
A symbol is always something less than that which it represents. That is why symbols are secondary realities. But symbols are the only things presented to mind in the experience of life, and until only when mind is able to read those symbols is it permitted to approach reality. This reminiscent of "Neo" deciphering the code of the matrix in the movie "The Matrix". The code being, in reality, the intrinsic meaning behind all life experiences. To apperceive meanings rather than to impose conditions is the proper activity of the mind approaching illumination.
Illumination is liberation of the mind. It is the experience whereby mind beholds reality for the first time.
All thought is partial truth. Knowledge is the whole truth.
Knowledge is not thought. Knowledge is fullness.
Mind is the medium between spirit and matter. But, emotion is the medium between mind and matter. Thus we have the fourfold constitution of the universe.
What is God? Who is God? God is absolute fullness -- something the mind cannot conceive. The mind itself is a condition of fullness and cannot give rise to, create, or conceive of, something greater than itself.
Friday, October 02, 2009
The Razor's Edge
The Razor’s Edge is a book by W. Somerset Maugham published in 1944. Its epigraph reads, "The sharp edge of a razor is difficult to pass over; thus the wise say the path to Salvation is hard." —Katha-Upanishad.
The Razor’s Edge tells the story of an American, Larry Darrell, who, traumatized by his experiences as a fighter pilot in World War I, decides to search for some transcendent meaning in his life. The novel is supposed to be based on the life of William R. Lewis.[citation needed]
The story begins through the eyes of Larry’s friends and acquaintances as they witness his personality change after the War. His rejection of conventional life and search for meaningful experience allows him to thrive while the more materialistic characters suffer reversals of fortune. The book was twice adapted into film, first in 1946 starring Tyrone Power and Gene Tierney, and Herbert Marshall as Maugham, and then a 1984 contemporary adaptation starring Bill Murray, with Tibet replacing India as the place of Larry’s enlightenment (the monastery to which Larry travels in the 1984 movie adaptation is in Ladakh, an Indian-ruled region sometimes called "Little Tibet").[1]
From Wikipedia.org
The Razor’s Edge tells the story of an American, Larry Darrell, who, traumatized by his experiences as a fighter pilot in World War I, decides to search for some transcendent meaning in his life. The novel is supposed to be based on the life of William R. Lewis.[citation needed]
The story begins through the eyes of Larry’s friends and acquaintances as they witness his personality change after the War. His rejection of conventional life and search for meaningful experience allows him to thrive while the more materialistic characters suffer reversals of fortune. The book was twice adapted into film, first in 1946 starring Tyrone Power and Gene Tierney, and Herbert Marshall as Maugham, and then a 1984 contemporary adaptation starring Bill Murray, with Tibet replacing India as the place of Larry’s enlightenment (the monastery to which Larry travels in the 1984 movie adaptation is in Ladakh, an Indian-ruled region sometimes called "Little Tibet").[1]
From Wikipedia.org
Random Writings on a Couch
I do feel, though much hell is on its way, that illumination is at hand. Does that sound like a contradiction? Perhaps it is. But one I make no apologies for. Haven't I said that before?
At the risk of being repetitive -- this is my second blog entry of the day -- on the general subject of illumination:
The point is not to change thought and emotion patterns but rather to understand their meanings -- because the being which is is not a thought-being or an emotion-being but a divine being (i.e., not subject to generation).
Meaning is greater than mind. Meaning gave birth to mind. Mind's only purpose is to redeem matter, first by conditioning it, bringing it under its will, then by being the "channel" for that which is higher than it -- for that which is divine.
The mind must be, therefore, in a receptive, not a conceptive state in order to be illuminated. The mind must receive that which is higher than it in order to be illuminated.
The discipline of salvation is the apprehension of meaning. The apprehension of meaning is the acknowledgement by mind (self) of that which is greater than itself.
The mind is the shaper, the delimiter, and the former.
Thought (the substance of mind) is a condition of consciousness, it is a limiter or a delimiter of existence. Thoughts weave webs, thoughts manipulate things, thoughts bind things, thoughts condition things.
Thought is a bastard child who knows not its father.
The entire purpose of incarnation is illumination -- there is no other purpose.
The "lower nature" spoken of in occultism is that which "points downwards", i.e., it is that aspect of mind that is capable only of creating conditions (opinions) rather than of receiving that which is higher than it (truth).
Thought is absence or incompleteness.
When mind ceases to be a conditioner, that is what is called by the Buddhists "the annhilation of mind."
Knowledge is not thought. Knowledge is what thought receives when its not engaged in its own opinions.
Mind must take on the role of receiver, it must cease trying to make something out of the world.
The literalist will always be the destroyer of the real.
The mind molded and created the body -- thought being the most powerful force in the mundane sphere.
There is naught but meaning and fullness.
At the risk of being repetitive -- this is my second blog entry of the day -- on the general subject of illumination:
The point is not to change thought and emotion patterns but rather to understand their meanings -- because the being which is is not a thought-being or an emotion-being but a divine being (i.e., not subject to generation).
Meaning is greater than mind. Meaning gave birth to mind. Mind's only purpose is to redeem matter, first by conditioning it, bringing it under its will, then by being the "channel" for that which is higher than it -- for that which is divine.
The mind must be, therefore, in a receptive, not a conceptive state in order to be illuminated. The mind must receive that which is higher than it in order to be illuminated.
The discipline of salvation is the apprehension of meaning. The apprehension of meaning is the acknowledgement by mind (self) of that which is greater than itself.
The mind is the shaper, the delimiter, and the former.
Thought (the substance of mind) is a condition of consciousness, it is a limiter or a delimiter of existence. Thoughts weave webs, thoughts manipulate things, thoughts bind things, thoughts condition things.
Thought is a bastard child who knows not its father.
The entire purpose of incarnation is illumination -- there is no other purpose.
The "lower nature" spoken of in occultism is that which "points downwards", i.e., it is that aspect of mind that is capable only of creating conditions (opinions) rather than of receiving that which is higher than it (truth).
Thought is absence or incompleteness.
When mind ceases to be a conditioner, that is what is called by the Buddhists "the annhilation of mind."
Knowledge is not thought. Knowledge is what thought receives when its not engaged in its own opinions.
Mind must take on the role of receiver, it must cease trying to make something out of the world.
The literalist will always be the destroyer of the real.
The mind molded and created the body -- thought being the most powerful force in the mundane sphere.
There is naught but meaning and fullness.
Random Writings in a Tent
Beauty is not something that the mind can conceive, it is something that the mind can receive. The experience of beauty, therefore, might be said to be the only time the mind can "relax", i.e., not create its own opinions, forms, ideas, conditions, etc., but rather to be a receptacle of that which is higher than it.
Life works by receiving into itself that which is greater than itself (illumination works the very same way). For example, the body must be receptive to emotions (action), the emotions to mind (discipline), and the mind to God (illumination).
The universe, creation, is a hierarchical, a cascading, phenomenon.
Thoughts are forms -- energy-forms -- that affect self and surroundings. Thought is a higher form of energy than emotion. Neither thoughts nor emotions, however, are divine realities but, along with the physical body, are part of the trifold mundane sphere.
The notion of "discipline" bears witness that the rational nature must subdue the irrational nature. It is not enough to love but to love wisely.
Is the mind a means or an end? Is it a tool of understanding reality, or is it the arbiter of reality?
Mind cannot be annihilated (as per the Eastern doctrine of mind-annihilation), it can only be directed.
For the mind to be illuminated, it must cease to create anything for itself -- only then can it surrender to that which is greater than itself. I don't see another way than through suffering for this to take place -- suffering being, therefore, the only apparent path to illumination.
Desire, emotion, cannot appreciate meaning -- only mind can appreciate meaning. Desire is consciousness locked in generation. Desire must be overcome, and that is, apparently, the role of suffering.
The mind is by its nature a conditioner, a limiter, or a delimiter. The mind cannot create freedom. The mind cannot conceive (i.e., give birth to) freedom. The mind is nothing more than a maker of conditions.
Symbols are impenetrable to the undiscerning.
That which is divine is that which is not subject to generation.
Freedom is not a condition. Freedom is not something, therefore, that anybody can give to you, it. Freedom is a conditionless condition.
The absence of conditions is not void, but fullness (and death is life and life is death). I imagine that this is the major confusion of existence and therefore the major impediment to growth and evolution. The prisoners of Shawshank prison (see an earlier blog entry below) were conditioned or "institutionalized" by their captivity (physical form), and the character "Red" and others were literally afraid of being liberated. That is the problem of existence and the cause of reincarnation.
It is not annihilation of the mind which is important, but the opening up of the mind to that which is greater than it. The same is true of the body -- when the body is no longer open to that which is greater than it (immediately, prana and the conditions of prana), the body dies.
There are only two motions of mind, away from its source and towards its source.
Realization is a coming out of form rather than an attachment to form.
Man does not make himself a god, man realizes his own godliness.
In a universe of meaning, all suffering, pain, and misery are a means to an end.
Karma is not a negative law. It is a beneficent law, without karma there is no chance of salvation.
All motion (inertial motion) is illusion. The same is true of space as we experience it -- that is, as intervals between objects. This space does not actually exist in reality. In reality all things exist in the same place, the only intervals being those of quality, not quantity. Quantity, diversity, is pure illusion. I suspect that numbers are, in fact, not quantities, even though we use them to tabulate quantities -- numbers are, rather, qualities, i.e. the number one representing an entirely different quality than the number two, and the number three representing a separate quality altogether, and so on. I have not completely worked out this notion in my head but it does, I believe, represent a significant step in my understanding of number. Number systems, like the binary system, the decimal system, the hexadecimal system, the duodecimal system, the sexagesimal system, represent different qualities of tabulation -- testifying to the fact that numbers are not quantitative, but qualitative phenomena. Numbers we seem, therefore, to "abuse" by using them to count, and tabulate, i.e., to create one-to-one correspondences between numbers and objects. But numbers are not objects! Numbers are not things! They must, therefore, intrinsically be qualities. Numbers first arose from cosmological differentiation -- which, as I just pointed out, was qualitative and not quantitative.
All my life I felt as though I was waiting to be born. "Did you ever feel like your life was building towards something, Marlon?" asked Truman. All my life I have been waiting patiently for that something. A birthing process is not a conscious endeavor -- it is an unfolding of consciousness.
Happiness that is not permanent is not happiness but a latent form of sadness. It is sleeping sadness.
I wrote these "random writings" as a way to make further sense of the writings of Manly P Hall on pagan metaphysics (Lectures on Ancient Philosophy). His "Lectures" and his "Secrets Teachings" together constitute what I might term a do-it-yourself illumination kit, if such could be imagined. In any case, my understanding has not quite approached illumination. I wish to add something that I continue to have difficulty working out in my head, and that I don't believe Manly P Hall fully explained or explored.
Hall's "Lectures" contains a chapter on symbolism and his "Secret Teachings" he referred to as "Symbolical Philosophy" -- both of these facts signifying the importance he placed on understanding symbols in the process of education and illumination. Reading symbols, understanding symbols, is the key to illumination. But, the word symbol must include all phenomenal/objective experience. When you open your eyes or direct your vision anywhere, you are seeing naught but symbols pointing to higher realities -- and to not see those symbols as symbols is to be trapped in mundane reality. Similarly for all events in your life.
Perhaps more importantly, a proper understanding of symbols gives rise to the realization that only meaning -- and not meaninglessness -- exists in the universe. This is quite different from the education modern man receives whose tenet is that there is no meaning apart from phenomena (the sensory/objective world that science limits itself to), and that phenomena have no intrinsic meaning. This tenet (just like the Darwinian theory that we arose from apes) is the exact opposite of the truth!
The mind is a conditioner, and therefore, it does not necessarily want to see meaning (which is higher than itself) in things but rather to impose its own structures and conditions (opinions) on things. That is where the mind trades in its eternal life for cyclical death (reincarnation).
Life works by receiving into itself that which is greater than itself (illumination works the very same way). For example, the body must be receptive to emotions (action), the emotions to mind (discipline), and the mind to God (illumination).
The universe, creation, is a hierarchical, a cascading, phenomenon.
Thoughts are forms -- energy-forms -- that affect self and surroundings. Thought is a higher form of energy than emotion. Neither thoughts nor emotions, however, are divine realities but, along with the physical body, are part of the trifold mundane sphere.
The notion of "discipline" bears witness that the rational nature must subdue the irrational nature. It is not enough to love but to love wisely.
Is the mind a means or an end? Is it a tool of understanding reality, or is it the arbiter of reality?
Mind cannot be annihilated (as per the Eastern doctrine of mind-annihilation), it can only be directed.
For the mind to be illuminated, it must cease to create anything for itself -- only then can it surrender to that which is greater than itself. I don't see another way than through suffering for this to take place -- suffering being, therefore, the only apparent path to illumination.
Desire, emotion, cannot appreciate meaning -- only mind can appreciate meaning. Desire is consciousness locked in generation. Desire must be overcome, and that is, apparently, the role of suffering.
The mind is by its nature a conditioner, a limiter, or a delimiter. The mind cannot create freedom. The mind cannot conceive (i.e., give birth to) freedom. The mind is nothing more than a maker of conditions.
Symbols are impenetrable to the undiscerning.
That which is divine is that which is not subject to generation.
Freedom is not a condition. Freedom is not something, therefore, that anybody can give to you, it. Freedom is a conditionless condition.
The absence of conditions is not void, but fullness (and death is life and life is death). I imagine that this is the major confusion of existence and therefore the major impediment to growth and evolution. The prisoners of Shawshank prison (see an earlier blog entry below) were conditioned or "institutionalized" by their captivity (physical form), and the character "Red" and others were literally afraid of being liberated. That is the problem of existence and the cause of reincarnation.
It is not annihilation of the mind which is important, but the opening up of the mind to that which is greater than it. The same is true of the body -- when the body is no longer open to that which is greater than it (immediately, prana and the conditions of prana), the body dies.
There are only two motions of mind, away from its source and towards its source.
Realization is a coming out of form rather than an attachment to form.
Man does not make himself a god, man realizes his own godliness.
In a universe of meaning, all suffering, pain, and misery are a means to an end.
Karma is not a negative law. It is a beneficent law, without karma there is no chance of salvation.
All motion (inertial motion) is illusion. The same is true of space as we experience it -- that is, as intervals between objects. This space does not actually exist in reality. In reality all things exist in the same place, the only intervals being those of quality, not quantity. Quantity, diversity, is pure illusion. I suspect that numbers are, in fact, not quantities, even though we use them to tabulate quantities -- numbers are, rather, qualities, i.e. the number one representing an entirely different quality than the number two, and the number three representing a separate quality altogether, and so on. I have not completely worked out this notion in my head but it does, I believe, represent a significant step in my understanding of number. Number systems, like the binary system, the decimal system, the hexadecimal system, the duodecimal system, the sexagesimal system, represent different qualities of tabulation -- testifying to the fact that numbers are not quantitative, but qualitative phenomena. Numbers we seem, therefore, to "abuse" by using them to count, and tabulate, i.e., to create one-to-one correspondences between numbers and objects. But numbers are not objects! Numbers are not things! They must, therefore, intrinsically be qualities. Numbers first arose from cosmological differentiation -- which, as I just pointed out, was qualitative and not quantitative.
All my life I felt as though I was waiting to be born. "Did you ever feel like your life was building towards something, Marlon?" asked Truman. All my life I have been waiting patiently for that something. A birthing process is not a conscious endeavor -- it is an unfolding of consciousness.
Happiness that is not permanent is not happiness but a latent form of sadness. It is sleeping sadness.
I wrote these "random writings" as a way to make further sense of the writings of Manly P Hall on pagan metaphysics (Lectures on Ancient Philosophy). His "Lectures" and his "Secrets Teachings" together constitute what I might term a do-it-yourself illumination kit, if such could be imagined. In any case, my understanding has not quite approached illumination. I wish to add something that I continue to have difficulty working out in my head, and that I don't believe Manly P Hall fully explained or explored.
Hall's "Lectures" contains a chapter on symbolism and his "Secret Teachings" he referred to as "Symbolical Philosophy" -- both of these facts signifying the importance he placed on understanding symbols in the process of education and illumination. Reading symbols, understanding symbols, is the key to illumination. But, the word symbol must include all phenomenal/objective experience. When you open your eyes or direct your vision anywhere, you are seeing naught but symbols pointing to higher realities -- and to not see those symbols as symbols is to be trapped in mundane reality. Similarly for all events in your life.
Perhaps more importantly, a proper understanding of symbols gives rise to the realization that only meaning -- and not meaninglessness -- exists in the universe. This is quite different from the education modern man receives whose tenet is that there is no meaning apart from phenomena (the sensory/objective world that science limits itself to), and that phenomena have no intrinsic meaning. This tenet (just like the Darwinian theory that we arose from apes) is the exact opposite of the truth!
The mind is a conditioner, and therefore, it does not necessarily want to see meaning (which is higher than itself) in things but rather to impose its own structures and conditions (opinions) on things. That is where the mind trades in its eternal life for cyclical death (reincarnation).
Saturday, September 26, 2009
How Life Doth Sucketh
Here's an excerpt from The Occult Anatomy of Man, a book I'd like to get my hands on -- it's only 6$ but not available in Nazi Germany, oops, I mean the corporate state of Canada -- and shipping from States is more expensive than the book, seems perfectly reasoable to me! That and several other books of reasonable price are currently unavailable to me because of exhorbitant shipping costs.
Movies that Depict Me
Slumdog Millionaire, The Truman Show, and The Shawshank Redemption are three movies that -- from a symbolic perspective -- epitomize my life up till now. Also, the Star Trek TNG episode "Journey's End" resonates with my own experience of this life.
The Truman Show begins with Truman standing under the number "36" -- presumably signifying the age of Truman's awakening, and the age, therefore, that one is expected -- at least from the Gnostic perspective -- to awaken from the unreality of physical existence. Well, I just turned 36 a month ago ... Is this my year, my time, for awakening?
The Shawshank Redemption presents a falsely accused man spending 20 years in imprisonment. Well, it's been 20 years since I first moved to Montreal (Mon-treal, "my trial") and my saga of depression began. Again, is it my time now, after 20 years of imprisonment, to finally break from the "temple of doom" (to borrow the title of another movie).? The movie is not, as often touted, primarily about a friendship between two men in prison -- it's about imprisonment in form, and the resultant "insitutionalisation" that occurs where the incarnating spirit not only forgets its own divinity but fears release from its self-imposed prison.
Slumdog Millionaire is a symbolic rehashing of the Odyssey of Homer, the ageold quest of 'everyman' in search of himself. Jamal, the Odysseus character, is accused in the film of being "too truthful" -- something I've been accused of on more than one occasion. He also found and lost "Isis" (the Goddess of a Thousand Names, and called "Latika" in the film) several times in the movie -- I've found her once, and lost her once ("Isis" or as Jamal calls her "the most beautiful woman in the world", is the etheric presence in the aura of the indivdual who has purified his etheric body enough to sense her perenial presence). The Slumdog is also a poor beggar boy, and Odysseus himself comes home to Penelope (Isis) a beggar -- and never have I known "destitution" as now, and the past three years, of my life. It appears I'm ready to meet Isis again!
Each of the above movies involves an individual trapped in a "world" where he definitely wants to escape from and consequently the theme of all three is freedom, liberation (esoterically spiritual liberation). The Demiurgus god, i.e., the builder of form or the god that imprisons spirit in matter, is present in Shawshank as the Warden, in Slumdog as the gameshow host, in Truman Show, as the "Christof," the show's director.
Journey's End is apparently based loosely on the life of Mohammed, the prophet of Islam, but also reflects my own experiences of being a very unhappy, depressed young man who eventually stumbles onto illumination, the latter being the hope and not the reality in my case.
I know that each of these movies, and countless other productions, are meant to signify the path to and attainment of illumination -- another reason why I believe my time for the "second birth" is almost at hand. How many people watch Slumdog or Truman and see or understand the Gnostic overtones? How many people realize that neither Gnosticism or any other truly pagan 'theosophy' is either evil or to be shunned but is rather the path to illumination, the unconscious path we're all treading?
The Truman Show begins with Truman standing under the number "36" -- presumably signifying the age of Truman's awakening, and the age, therefore, that one is expected -- at least from the Gnostic perspective -- to awaken from the unreality of physical existence. Well, I just turned 36 a month ago ... Is this my year, my time, for awakening?
The Shawshank Redemption presents a falsely accused man spending 20 years in imprisonment. Well, it's been 20 years since I first moved to Montreal (Mon-treal, "my trial") and my saga of depression began. Again, is it my time now, after 20 years of imprisonment, to finally break from the "temple of doom" (to borrow the title of another movie).? The movie is not, as often touted, primarily about a friendship between two men in prison -- it's about imprisonment in form, and the resultant "insitutionalisation" that occurs where the incarnating spirit not only forgets its own divinity but fears release from its self-imposed prison.
Slumdog Millionaire is a symbolic rehashing of the Odyssey of Homer, the ageold quest of 'everyman' in search of himself. Jamal, the Odysseus character, is accused in the film of being "too truthful" -- something I've been accused of on more than one occasion. He also found and lost "Isis" (the Goddess of a Thousand Names, and called "Latika" in the film) several times in the movie -- I've found her once, and lost her once ("Isis" or as Jamal calls her "the most beautiful woman in the world", is the etheric presence in the aura of the indivdual who has purified his etheric body enough to sense her perenial presence). The Slumdog is also a poor beggar boy, and Odysseus himself comes home to Penelope (Isis) a beggar -- and never have I known "destitution" as now, and the past three years, of my life. It appears I'm ready to meet Isis again!
Each of the above movies involves an individual trapped in a "world" where he definitely wants to escape from and consequently the theme of all three is freedom, liberation (esoterically spiritual liberation). The Demiurgus god, i.e., the builder of form or the god that imprisons spirit in matter, is present in Shawshank as the Warden, in Slumdog as the gameshow host, in Truman Show, as the "Christof," the show's director.
Journey's End is apparently based loosely on the life of Mohammed, the prophet of Islam, but also reflects my own experiences of being a very unhappy, depressed young man who eventually stumbles onto illumination, the latter being the hope and not the reality in my case.
I know that each of these movies, and countless other productions, are meant to signify the path to and attainment of illumination -- another reason why I believe my time for the "second birth" is almost at hand. How many people watch Slumdog or Truman and see or understand the Gnostic overtones? How many people realize that neither Gnosticism or any other truly pagan 'theosophy' is either evil or to be shunned but is rather the path to illumination, the unconscious path we're all treading?
Hall, Lectures on Ancient Philosophy
Since learning from Manly P. Hall and others of the reality of reincarnation, I have often wondered why I chose to incarnate at this time -- i.e., in such a materialist and therefore decadant age. One reason seems to be the writings and wisdom of Manly P. Hall himself. As one reviewer has said, Hall explains the obscure allegories, mythologies, and ideas of the Secret Doctrine, or the Occult Western Tradition, in a way that someone seeking a genuine understanding of the nature of him/herself and of the universe can truly understand. When has humanity ever had such a clear expositor of the sublime truths of philosophy, theology, and science? He has truly been a very modern light in the darkness of human understanding.
I have not read the entire book, but felt compelled, this Sat. morning, to write a brief review. The book is essential reading next to Hall's Secret Teachings (an improper title compared to its original title: "An Encyclopedic Outline of Ancient Rosicrucian, Freemasonic ... etc., etc." -- because it really is more of an encyclopedia, with each chapter being an independent 'window' into the most precious, though recondite, wisdom of the human family).
The first 4 chapters (preceded by the most wonderful preface critiqing modern materialist values) provide the foundation of the book's metaphysical outlook, namely what Hall refers to as "the dot, the line, and the circle" -- representing the (source) God, the angelic beings or lesser gods, and finally the world of form (where humanity is 'trapped'). Chapters 2-4 explain each of these in turn.
On a personal note, Chapter 4 -- the Inferior Creation and Its Regent, dealing with the "circle" as the aspect of Self furthest from source (God) -- is my favorite chapter, perhaps of any book, because it perfectly describes life as I have experienced it (more or less, and sadly, as a spiritual being, trapped in form). In any case, the first 4 chapters offers a clear pagan understanding of Deity -- which Hall describes as "a fundamental monotheism manifesting through a complex polytheism" -- and that applies equally to the apparently polytheistic Greeks, as it does to any other ancient culture, as Hall adamantly stresses in this and other of his works.
I cannot do full justice to the book as I have not read it in its entirety but I do know that a solid grasp of chapters 1-4 is essential to an appreciation of occultism, just as it is to an appreciation of the rest of the book. I found chapter 5 (The Annhilation of the Sense of Diversity) to be less inspired, less interesting, than the other chapters and Chapter 10, on Pagan Cosmogony, I have so far found to be somewhat obscure, though I'm still struggling with it. Chapter 7, the Doctrine of Redemption Through Grace, is a scathing attack on Christian theology/morality, which seeks, according to Hall (and me), to bring God down to man rather than to bring man up to God. He also accuses Christianity of being an essentially idolatrous relgion because of its literalist interpretation of scripture and religious teaching. It's only when one appreciates parables, mythologies, allegories, etc. as symbolic of higher principles that one opens one's mind sufficiently to gain a true grasp of reality, and, therefore, of Deity.
Chapter 9 on The Cycle of Necessity, is essential reading on the pagan understanding of reincarnation. Hall has touched on this subject in other works ("Reincarnation") but this chapter is a wonderful addition to those. Hall opens the chapter with a "gauntlet" thrown at modern materialist intellectualism in the form of three pressing and perpetually unanswered questions: "Life is the beginning of what? Love is the fulfillment of what? Death is the end of what?" Materialist philosophy has ever been mum on the subject of a response to these questions.
Unfortunately I cannot comment on the rest of the book, as I have not read the rest of the, in total, 20 chapters -- but I was too enraptured with the first half of the book not to write a review of what I've read so far.
I have not read the entire book, but felt compelled, this Sat. morning, to write a brief review. The book is essential reading next to Hall's Secret Teachings (an improper title compared to its original title: "An Encyclopedic Outline of Ancient Rosicrucian, Freemasonic ... etc., etc." -- because it really is more of an encyclopedia, with each chapter being an independent 'window' into the most precious, though recondite, wisdom of the human family).
The first 4 chapters (preceded by the most wonderful preface critiqing modern materialist values) provide the foundation of the book's metaphysical outlook, namely what Hall refers to as "the dot, the line, and the circle" -- representing the (source) God, the angelic beings or lesser gods, and finally the world of form (where humanity is 'trapped'). Chapters 2-4 explain each of these in turn.
On a personal note, Chapter 4 -- the Inferior Creation and Its Regent, dealing with the "circle" as the aspect of Self furthest from source (God) -- is my favorite chapter, perhaps of any book, because it perfectly describes life as I have experienced it (more or less, and sadly, as a spiritual being, trapped in form). In any case, the first 4 chapters offers a clear pagan understanding of Deity -- which Hall describes as "a fundamental monotheism manifesting through a complex polytheism" -- and that applies equally to the apparently polytheistic Greeks, as it does to any other ancient culture, as Hall adamantly stresses in this and other of his works.
I cannot do full justice to the book as I have not read it in its entirety but I do know that a solid grasp of chapters 1-4 is essential to an appreciation of occultism, just as it is to an appreciation of the rest of the book. I found chapter 5 (The Annhilation of the Sense of Diversity) to be less inspired, less interesting, than the other chapters and Chapter 10, on Pagan Cosmogony, I have so far found to be somewhat obscure, though I'm still struggling with it. Chapter 7, the Doctrine of Redemption Through Grace, is a scathing attack on Christian theology/morality, which seeks, according to Hall (and me), to bring God down to man rather than to bring man up to God. He also accuses Christianity of being an essentially idolatrous relgion because of its literalist interpretation of scripture and religious teaching. It's only when one appreciates parables, mythologies, allegories, etc. as symbolic of higher principles that one opens one's mind sufficiently to gain a true grasp of reality, and, therefore, of Deity.
Chapter 9 on The Cycle of Necessity, is essential reading on the pagan understanding of reincarnation. Hall has touched on this subject in other works ("Reincarnation") but this chapter is a wonderful addition to those. Hall opens the chapter with a "gauntlet" thrown at modern materialist intellectualism in the form of three pressing and perpetually unanswered questions: "Life is the beginning of what? Love is the fulfillment of what? Death is the end of what?" Materialist philosophy has ever been mum on the subject of a response to these questions.
Unfortunately I cannot comment on the rest of the book, as I have not read the rest of the, in total, 20 chapters -- but I was too enraptured with the first half of the book not to write a review of what I've read so far.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Random Writings Under a Tree
I have been, I suppose, a man ever in search of an education (I think that defines me, my life, up until now -- neither food nor water nor shelter but an education have I searched for).
Education is about more than building mental structures; it is about more than attachment to or fascination with ideas.
I am convinced that a proper education starts with a proper understanding of the nature and essence of Deity or God -- the source of all things; and equally am I convinced that the fundamental problem of human existence at an individual and social level is a lack of proper understanding of God's nature. The man truly in search of an education, therefore, is the man truly in search of God.
God is not the Creator -- that is a lesser god than the one of which I speak. I do not, therefore, speak of Jehovah, Jupiter, Shiva, Osiris, Allah, or any of the other appellations for what the Greeks referred to as the Demiurgus. The Creator god is a "jealous" god, and steals from the source god in order create his forms. The source god is a higher god, an unmanifest, uncreate god that stands "beneath" creation as the dark earth stands beneath the organic life on our planet -- the formless source of all form. (I do not mean "beneath" in a spatial sense; in fact, manifestation happens in a concentric manner, therefore, the source god, though still the "dark earth", stands far outside His creation.)
Idea is the only substance. Forms are images and reflections of substance, and, therefore, they are completely insubstantial.
For the "inertially-trained" mind (conditioned by "physical existence" -- the latter being almost an oxymoron for the idealist), "substance" might be equated to, or related more closely to, form rather than to idea. But, for the one acquainted with reality, idea is the only substance. God is the ideal, and, therefore, the substantial.
Pure substance, and also pure motion (non-inertial motion), we become acquainted with in dream states, under the influence of exogenous DMT-like substances, at death, or upon spiritual illumination, i.e. liberation from the cycle of birth and death.
[Things get a bit hazy here but I thought I would leave it in -- I have to stop writing now: ]
The Ancients spoke of Man as an upside down plant -- referring principally to the central nervous system (the evidence of mind) with its roots in the cranium (the "heavens," supported by Atlas, the highest of the vertebrae of the spinal column) and its main trunk being the spinal cord, with all its branches exiting the vertebral foramen. The upside down analogy can be carried farther. For, as implied, we do not experience motion, but only its reflection, while living in the physical sphere -- likewise we do not experience substance, but only its refection. This brings us to the great forces of "being" -- involution (manifestation) and evolution (demanifestation or return to source).
In the upside down world that which is up must eventually come down (the world we inhabit). But, in the spirit world that which involves itself in creation ("goes down") must eventually evolve itself out of creation ("go back up").
That which is whole is that which is number.
I thought this on abike, not under a tree: Knowledge is not knowledge unless it is holistic -- or rather wholistic -- i.e. knowledge of the whole. At least part of me is convinced that partial knowledge, therefore, has another name, ignorance.
Education is about more than building mental structures; it is about more than attachment to or fascination with ideas.
I am convinced that a proper education starts with a proper understanding of the nature and essence of Deity or God -- the source of all things; and equally am I convinced that the fundamental problem of human existence at an individual and social level is a lack of proper understanding of God's nature. The man truly in search of an education, therefore, is the man truly in search of God.
God is not the Creator -- that is a lesser god than the one of which I speak. I do not, therefore, speak of Jehovah, Jupiter, Shiva, Osiris, Allah, or any of the other appellations for what the Greeks referred to as the Demiurgus. The Creator god is a "jealous" god, and steals from the source god in order create his forms. The source god is a higher god, an unmanifest, uncreate god that stands "beneath" creation as the dark earth stands beneath the organic life on our planet -- the formless source of all form. (I do not mean "beneath" in a spatial sense; in fact, manifestation happens in a concentric manner, therefore, the source god, though still the "dark earth", stands far outside His creation.)
Idea is the only substance. Forms are images and reflections of substance, and, therefore, they are completely insubstantial.
For the "inertially-trained" mind (conditioned by "physical existence" -- the latter being almost an oxymoron for the idealist), "substance" might be equated to, or related more closely to, form rather than to idea. But, for the one acquainted with reality, idea is the only substance. God is the ideal, and, therefore, the substantial.
Pure substance, and also pure motion (non-inertial motion), we become acquainted with in dream states, under the influence of exogenous DMT-like substances, at death, or upon spiritual illumination, i.e. liberation from the cycle of birth and death.
[Things get a bit hazy here but I thought I would leave it in -- I have to stop writing now: ]
The Ancients spoke of Man as an upside down plant -- referring principally to the central nervous system (the evidence of mind) with its roots in the cranium (the "heavens," supported by Atlas, the highest of the vertebrae of the spinal column) and its main trunk being the spinal cord, with all its branches exiting the vertebral foramen. The upside down analogy can be carried farther. For, as implied, we do not experience motion, but only its reflection, while living in the physical sphere -- likewise we do not experience substance, but only its refection. This brings us to the great forces of "being" -- involution (manifestation) and evolution (demanifestation or return to source).
In the upside down world that which is up must eventually come down (the world we inhabit). But, in the spirit world that which involves itself in creation ("goes down") must eventually evolve itself out of creation ("go back up").
That which is whole is that which is number.
I thought this on abike, not under a tree: Knowledge is not knowledge unless it is holistic -- or rather wholistic -- i.e. knowledge of the whole. At least part of me is convinced that partial knowledge, therefore, has another name, ignorance.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
J. S. Gordon, Theosophist
This article, which I actually haven't read in its entirety, contains enough flashes of brilliance to explain why Gordon has become one of my favorite authors. His writing is at times unclear or opaque -- but not quite as hard to follow as the founder of the Theosophical Society (Blavatsky).
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Thursday, September 03, 2009
Truman Show
Why the hell would somebody make a movie about my life and call it the "True Man" show? Tick Tock Tick Tock ... And the fake world keeps turning, and the True Man waits for some kind of sign, or some kind of indication that he's fully committed to reality and fully uncommitted, therefore, to unreality. And if it is his chance at full illumination in this lifetime, then why does he feel (like the Father CRC in the "Chemical Marriage"?) so undeserving?
And the True Man says, "Mr., you're going to the top of this mountain, broken legs and all." I found part 3 -- where Lauren (Isis) says "It's just a show Truman!" -- to be very moving; it reminded me of The Slumdog Millionaire, when the game show host (i.e., the Demiurgus) yells "It's my show!" The entire movie (like parts 5 and 7), however, is -- I humbly offer -- worth seeing many times -- in spite of the "predictive programming" aspect of the film (your life on camera, no privacy), it is still about as profound as cinema can get. Part 8 is perhaps where I'm at right now -- weathering the damn storm. That's a pretty bold statement -- the courage it takes to break from unreality takes about 1000 lifetimes to muster. Am I there yet? I would have to be more self-assured than I am to assume so. Maybe somewhere between part 5 and part 8.
Part 9, the "Creator" (again, the Demiurgus) says "Listen Truman, there's no more truth in the world out there than in the world I created for you." That's the giveaway line of the whole movie.
And the True Man says, "Mr., you're going to the top of this mountain, broken legs and all." I found part 3 -- where Lauren (Isis) says "It's just a show Truman!" -- to be very moving; it reminded me of The Slumdog Millionaire, when the game show host (i.e., the Demiurgus) yells "It's my show!" The entire movie (like parts 5 and 7), however, is -- I humbly offer -- worth seeing many times -- in spite of the "predictive programming" aspect of the film (your life on camera, no privacy), it is still about as profound as cinema can get. Part 8 is perhaps where I'm at right now -- weathering the damn storm. That's a pretty bold statement -- the courage it takes to break from unreality takes about 1000 lifetimes to muster. Am I there yet? I would have to be more self-assured than I am to assume so. Maybe somewhere between part 5 and part 8.
Part 9, the "Creator" (again, the Demiurgus) says "Listen Truman, there's no more truth in the world out there than in the world I created for you." That's the giveaway line of the whole movie.
Friday, August 28, 2009
"Splitting" the Atom
Ain't this the most disgusting thing you've ever seen in your life? But all necessary to protect freedom, of course. I should mention that M.P. Hall and others I'm reading (John Gordon, Egypt Child of Atlantis), write that there is no way that nuclear "fission" actually involves the splitting of an atom -- such a release of energy would likely, they say, take apart the whole solar system, if not the entire galaxy. I'm not quite sure if they say exactly what "nuclear explosions" are, like A-bombs, but Gordon, I believe, talks about them as a stretching or distorting of atomic structure with a resultant "snapping back" into place of that structure. M.P. Hall speaks of "splitting the atom" in his lectures, but I can't remember exactly his explanation for explosions of the type in the video.
The most important thing being, however, that, as mentioned in previous entry, the real "splitting of the atom" is the complete spiritualization of matter made possible by the activation of kundalini energy in man -- and apparently in no other creature. The "atom" of modern science is seen by theosophists as the smallest unit of life, i.e., the biological "cell" of modern science -- life, because, it is the smallest example (perhaps) of matter being impregnated by spirit. This spirit is not released until the end of evolution -- the human being.
Also, NB, the "atom" as described by the ancients (famously Democritus), was never meant to describe simply the smallest units of matter, but rather the structure of the universe from the very small to the very large. "Atom" therefore is really akin to "monad" -- a difficult word to define precisely, but is, at least, an indivisible "wholeness". The monad is one of the most important concepts in occultism because the universe consists of nothing but monads within monads (within monads, etc.) -- whence the doctrine "as above, so below". Therefore, the galaxy is a monad/atom, the solar system is a monad/atom, the earth is a monad/atom, the human being is a monad/atom, the organs of the body are monads/atoms, the cell is a monad/atom, the "atom" of modern science is a monad.
The most important thing being, however, that, as mentioned in previous entry, the real "splitting of the atom" is the complete spiritualization of matter made possible by the activation of kundalini energy in man -- and apparently in no other creature. The "atom" of modern science is seen by theosophists as the smallest unit of life, i.e., the biological "cell" of modern science -- life, because, it is the smallest example (perhaps) of matter being impregnated by spirit. This spirit is not released until the end of evolution -- the human being.
Also, NB, the "atom" as described by the ancients (famously Democritus), was never meant to describe simply the smallest units of matter, but rather the structure of the universe from the very small to the very large. "Atom" therefore is really akin to "monad" -- a difficult word to define precisely, but is, at least, an indivisible "wholeness". The monad is one of the most important concepts in occultism because the universe consists of nothing but monads within monads (within monads, etc.) -- whence the doctrine "as above, so below". Therefore, the galaxy is a monad/atom, the solar system is a monad/atom, the earth is a monad/atom, the human being is a monad/atom, the organs of the body are monads/atoms, the cell is a monad/atom, the "atom" of modern science is a monad.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
The Nature of Space vs. Matter
What we're taught about the nature of matter and space is pretty much the opposite of the truth. Space is presented as void (absence) in mainstream physics whereas matter is presented as "presence", as "something", some density at least. But, in occultism the opposite is taught/believed: space is actually infinite density -- that's the reason you can move through it -- there is no "space" between space, i.e. no gap in space, it's infinitely dense. Matter on the other hand is absence, it is "the void", the "hole in space" that ancient myths depicited as being carved out of space with knives or thunderbolts (i.e. thor's thunderbolts and also the knives of ... ancient amerindians I believe). The way you can tell that matter is actually a hole or perforation in space is because you can't move through it -- it is obstruction pure and simple.
If you draw a 2-D simplification of our world on a piece of paper (just draw a big rectangle) -- and within the 2-D world, draw a circle to represent a 2-D simplified being. Draw a line next to the circle and imagine what that "being" will see when it encounters that line in the 2-D world. It will see nothing but an obstruction -- a hole moving from the top of it's world to the bottom (except there is not top or bottom because it's a flat world). Matter is the exact same thing, except in a 3-D world -- it is a perforation in 3-D space (coming, therefore, from a fourth dimension; this very phenomenon is depicted in Star Trek TNG episodes, esp. early seasons -- that show had some very gnostic themes hidden behind the veil of symbolism).
The only reason matter has color, texture, or has any qualities whatsoever that make it accesible to perception is because all matter is impregnated with spirit. Matter that is not impregnated with spirit is simply like a hole in space that has, like most holes, a "drawing in" capacity, and some spirits (like us) fall into it (the fall of man, the original sin) -- finding afterwards that it's impossible to get out of it! The Greeks associated matter symbolically as water, in some analogies at least, and Heraclitus said -- "The dry soul is the wisest." Spirits that get caught in the "hole" must go through evolution in order to finally fully reemerge into the spirit world. This is depicted in the movie "slumdog millionaire" in the first "incarnation" (the first flashback of the movie) when jamal, as a child, falls into the waste pit of the outhouse and is covered from head to foot in sewage, which symbolically is pure matter, which is pure inertia and abbhorent to spirit which is pure motion.
Why am I mentioning all this?
All this to say that the entire purpose of life and evolution is for spirit to fully "redeem" matter (the fallen one) by not only impregnating it, but, through the various steps of evolution, to totally spiritualize it. Only humans have the capacity to totally spiritualize matter -- locked within the base of the spine lies the evolutionary energy -- the serpent power or kundalini -- that, once unleashed, travels up the sushumna nadi (the 6th ventricle of the spinal cord), activating the pituitary body which then sends its "wave-like" energy towards the pineal body and reopens the gate to the spirit world. I don't really recommend premature opening of the pineal gland via LSD or other drugs -- the only way to achieve "nature's end" is to live your many, many lives and pay your karmic debt in full -- once the debt is paid, your sushumna nadi naturally reaches a state of purity, enough for your kundalini power to rise of it's own accord. Along the way of it's rising, NB, it interacts with the peripheral nadi (the ida and pingala) to actually effect a reversal of the direction of spin of every one of your seven major chakras. It is that reversal of direction that, I believe, gives the adepts much of their superphysical powers. Drugs can't pay karmic debt, they can't cause kundalini to rise, and they certainly can't reverse the direction of the spin of the chakras.
The total spiritualization of matter was talked about among Buddhists as the "splitting of the atom" -- yes, they conjectured on atoms just like the Greeks did. For the Buddhists this was the end of all evolution -- the day that matter actually was fully redeemed by coming completely and totally under the jurisdiction of spirit -- in such a way that there was no longer a distinction.
If you draw a 2-D simplification of our world on a piece of paper (just draw a big rectangle) -- and within the 2-D world, draw a circle to represent a 2-D simplified being. Draw a line next to the circle and imagine what that "being" will see when it encounters that line in the 2-D world. It will see nothing but an obstruction -- a hole moving from the top of it's world to the bottom (except there is not top or bottom because it's a flat world). Matter is the exact same thing, except in a 3-D world -- it is a perforation in 3-D space (coming, therefore, from a fourth dimension; this very phenomenon is depicted in Star Trek TNG episodes, esp. early seasons -- that show had some very gnostic themes hidden behind the veil of symbolism).
The only reason matter has color, texture, or has any qualities whatsoever that make it accesible to perception is because all matter is impregnated with spirit. Matter that is not impregnated with spirit is simply like a hole in space that has, like most holes, a "drawing in" capacity, and some spirits (like us) fall into it (the fall of man, the original sin) -- finding afterwards that it's impossible to get out of it! The Greeks associated matter symbolically as water, in some analogies at least, and Heraclitus said -- "The dry soul is the wisest." Spirits that get caught in the "hole" must go through evolution in order to finally fully reemerge into the spirit world. This is depicted in the movie "slumdog millionaire" in the first "incarnation" (the first flashback of the movie) when jamal, as a child, falls into the waste pit of the outhouse and is covered from head to foot in sewage, which symbolically is pure matter, which is pure inertia and abbhorent to spirit which is pure motion.
Why am I mentioning all this?
All this to say that the entire purpose of life and evolution is for spirit to fully "redeem" matter (the fallen one) by not only impregnating it, but, through the various steps of evolution, to totally spiritualize it. Only humans have the capacity to totally spiritualize matter -- locked within the base of the spine lies the evolutionary energy -- the serpent power or kundalini -- that, once unleashed, travels up the sushumna nadi (the 6th ventricle of the spinal cord), activating the pituitary body which then sends its "wave-like" energy towards the pineal body and reopens the gate to the spirit world. I don't really recommend premature opening of the pineal gland via LSD or other drugs -- the only way to achieve "nature's end" is to live your many, many lives and pay your karmic debt in full -- once the debt is paid, your sushumna nadi naturally reaches a state of purity, enough for your kundalini power to rise of it's own accord. Along the way of it's rising, NB, it interacts with the peripheral nadi (the ida and pingala) to actually effect a reversal of the direction of spin of every one of your seven major chakras. It is that reversal of direction that, I believe, gives the adepts much of their superphysical powers. Drugs can't pay karmic debt, they can't cause kundalini to rise, and they certainly can't reverse the direction of the spin of the chakras.
The total spiritualization of matter was talked about among Buddhists as the "splitting of the atom" -- yes, they conjectured on atoms just like the Greeks did. For the Buddhists this was the end of all evolution -- the day that matter actually was fully redeemed by coming completely and totally under the jurisdiction of spirit -- in such a way that there was no longer a distinction.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Continuation of Previous
More fleshed out?
I was interested in some of Manly P Hall's claims that the ancient mystery schools used to have very rigorous entry critera that were often cruel, and even deadly. He gives some examples in Secret Teachings but many more in examples in a small booklet I recently read of his (Melchizidek and the Mystery of Fire) of this phenomenon in cultures all around the world. The "adepts" are exceedingly careful with their secrets. The candidates often or at least sometimes lost their lives attempting to be admitted. (Blavatsky gives some amusing anecdotes of theosophists who were accepted as probationers by the hindu mahatmas around the turn of 19th century in her book Raja Yoga -- pretty funny stuff as all of them gave up in a few short months (as I recall it was all).
All this to say that .. how shall I put this ... I believe the entire world system has been made into a kind of probationary school for admission into the mystery school tradition. Birth is application for admission -- albeit unknowning application. The rigors of the admission process are very severe ... mercury/vaccine injection as a baby is harsh enough -- fake education for 18 years is practically impossible to uneducate yourself out of ... bombardment with media/advertising from childhood is also equally as difficult to "awaken" from ... not to mention being raised by parents who are completely sold into the system. All these are trials and tests of initiation, that begin at birth and now at an unconscious level. Only the spiritually pure, those who have gone through the hundreds of lives, and perhaps millions of years, it takes to arrive at total spiritual illumination -- only these pure ones, I say, will pass these rigorous tests and therefore be guaranteed to be "the real deal" and appropriate material for initiation.
Remember the opinion that Atlantis fell because the adepts decided it was "safe" to share their secrets with humanity. That decision saw white magic and occultism turn eventually, not immediately, to black magic and sorcery. A similar phenomenon appears to have happened in ancient Egypt, a highly advanced culture sustaining itself likely for many tens of thousands of years until the corruption began with the introduction of the human pharaoh's in c. 3000 BC. The adepts do not take anymore risks. They have gone completely underground -- the have created out of the world system an unconscious probationary school that only the spiritually "ripe" will even discover, let alone graduate from. The buffer zone between the adepts and the masses consists of the power elite -- the exceptionally vile among us that serve the purpose of keeping us away from the adepts. Although the elite may be selected for their narcissism and lust for power, I don't believe they wield real power, they are just tools of a "higher" sort than the average person. In the movie The Chronicles of Riddick, Judy Dench opens with "Normally evil [a reference to the spiritually unregenerate masses] would be fought with good [the adepts], but in times like these [end of age of Pisces] evil must be fought with another kind of evil [the power elite]." Also note that in that movie the "necromongers" are, I believe, a referene to us -- the masses -- that take other people's souls as I outlined in the previous post.
Also take note of the cyclical nature of history in order to understand my not-so-fleshed-out argument. The key cycle is the Platonic year (25,920 years) which is the time it takes for the Sun to go around its parent star (taking from ideas of John Gordon's -- a theosophist -- "Egypt Child of Atlantis"). At a certain point in this year (the "winter solstice"? cf Gordon's work) a new crop of humans is grown -- same way farmers grow grain. At a certain time in the year it's time to harvest that crop -- which means selecting the "good" souls that have made spiritual advancement, from those who are spiritually unregenerate (the unwashed masses). Whether or not it's harvest time now, it's obvious that most of humanity is being rapidly turned into machines through cellphone/implant technology. The bad crop will be "thrown out" and the good crop raised up into initiation. (wonderful reference to this in the movie The Golden Compass at the very end when the witch says to the only American in the movie -- "There's a war on." "I haven't heard rumor of any war. What's it about." "It's about the ending of all free will -- and you're in it whether you know it or not.") It's very fitting that the majority of the species is being turned into machines because a machine is just a body without spirit. The majority of people believe they are material beings, and therefore, they are becoming exactly what they believe they are.
I was interested in some of Manly P Hall's claims that the ancient mystery schools used to have very rigorous entry critera that were often cruel, and even deadly. He gives some examples in Secret Teachings but many more in examples in a small booklet I recently read of his (Melchizidek and the Mystery of Fire) of this phenomenon in cultures all around the world. The "adepts" are exceedingly careful with their secrets. The candidates often or at least sometimes lost their lives attempting to be admitted. (Blavatsky gives some amusing anecdotes of theosophists who were accepted as probationers by the hindu mahatmas around the turn of 19th century in her book Raja Yoga -- pretty funny stuff as all of them gave up in a few short months (as I recall it was all).
All this to say that .. how shall I put this ... I believe the entire world system has been made into a kind of probationary school for admission into the mystery school tradition. Birth is application for admission -- albeit unknowning application. The rigors of the admission process are very severe ... mercury/vaccine injection as a baby is harsh enough -- fake education for 18 years is practically impossible to uneducate yourself out of ... bombardment with media/advertising from childhood is also equally as difficult to "awaken" from ... not to mention being raised by parents who are completely sold into the system. All these are trials and tests of initiation, that begin at birth and now at an unconscious level. Only the spiritually pure, those who have gone through the hundreds of lives, and perhaps millions of years, it takes to arrive at total spiritual illumination -- only these pure ones, I say, will pass these rigorous tests and therefore be guaranteed to be "the real deal" and appropriate material for initiation.
Remember the opinion that Atlantis fell because the adepts decided it was "safe" to share their secrets with humanity. That decision saw white magic and occultism turn eventually, not immediately, to black magic and sorcery. A similar phenomenon appears to have happened in ancient Egypt, a highly advanced culture sustaining itself likely for many tens of thousands of years until the corruption began with the introduction of the human pharaoh's in c. 3000 BC. The adepts do not take anymore risks. They have gone completely underground -- the have created out of the world system an unconscious probationary school that only the spiritually "ripe" will even discover, let alone graduate from. The buffer zone between the adepts and the masses consists of the power elite -- the exceptionally vile among us that serve the purpose of keeping us away from the adepts. Although the elite may be selected for their narcissism and lust for power, I don't believe they wield real power, they are just tools of a "higher" sort than the average person. In the movie The Chronicles of Riddick, Judy Dench opens with "Normally evil [a reference to the spiritually unregenerate masses] would be fought with good [the adepts], but in times like these [end of age of Pisces] evil must be fought with another kind of evil [the power elite]." Also note that in that movie the "necromongers" are, I believe, a referene to us -- the masses -- that take other people's souls as I outlined in the previous post.
Also take note of the cyclical nature of history in order to understand my not-so-fleshed-out argument. The key cycle is the Platonic year (25,920 years) which is the time it takes for the Sun to go around its parent star (taking from ideas of John Gordon's -- a theosophist -- "Egypt Child of Atlantis"). At a certain point in this year (the "winter solstice"? cf Gordon's work) a new crop of humans is grown -- same way farmers grow grain. At a certain time in the year it's time to harvest that crop -- which means selecting the "good" souls that have made spiritual advancement, from those who are spiritually unregenerate (the unwashed masses). Whether or not it's harvest time now, it's obvious that most of humanity is being rapidly turned into machines through cellphone/implant technology. The bad crop will be "thrown out" and the good crop raised up into initiation. (wonderful reference to this in the movie The Golden Compass at the very end when the witch says to the only American in the movie -- "There's a war on." "I haven't heard rumor of any war. What's it about." "It's about the ending of all free will -- and you're in it whether you know it or not.") It's very fitting that the majority of the species is being turned into machines because a machine is just a body without spirit. The majority of people believe they are material beings, and therefore, they are becoming exactly what they believe they are.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
At the Heart of the Conspiracies
What have I found? Well, I should say, as background that I've lead a fairly miserable existence since the age of about 16 -- 20 years ago -- and felt some understanding/justification for that miserable existence by discovering that "the system" doesn't really want you to be happy, or explore your potential, but, rather, wants to fit you into to a plan that serves no one except the elite.
At the heart of all conspiracies [I had intended to post this on a conspiracy forum], I believe I've found after 3 or 4 past years of searching, is the occult -- pure and simple. By that I mean, in part, the fact -- ridiculed in mainstream society -- that each of us is not a human being, but a spiritual being (spheroidal in shape, and spreading hundreds of feet in every direction, and in which the physical body is suspended). We have, according to theosophy, hinduism, and esoteric buddhism (cf Sinnet's wonderful work "esoteric buddhism") a septenary constitution -- from our highest body -- the Atma, which is immortal and invisible -- to our lowest 'body' the linga sarira -- or etheric double, around which our physical body "accretes" or "sticks to". The physical body is a shadow of the etheric body. The adepts of this world know how to work not with the shadow (the physical) but with the light body (the linga sarira) to ensure very lengthy physical lives -- the average adept living, according to Manly P. Hall, about 1000 or more years. Actually, it's my opinion that the oldest living adept is probably in the range of about 50-60,000 years old. Between the linga sarira and the Atma lies various aspects of the mind body and the emotion body -- but, nota bene, neither our emotions nor our thoughts are experienced within our physical body, but rather are projected onto them from the surrounding bodies. The organ of the liver is the receiver of emotions, the heart, the receiver of the higher spirit (Atma) energy, and the brain the receiver of thoughts.
The point of life is not to extend physical existence -- because, actually, the only thing that can be described as true death in the universe is physical existence. To be born into the physical world is to die in the truest sense of the word, said Plato -- and the physical body is the sepulcher of the soul. The average human does not understand this, but rather gets caught up in physical existence. From this situation, we have the phenomenon of reincarnation -- where the higher principles (the highest three being the Atma, the buddhic sheath, and the higher mind) continuously create new physical bodies until finally the "person" discovers its own true nature, as did people like Christ, Buddha, Mohammed, Pythagorus, Apollunius of Tyana, etc. Until spiritual illumination is achieved, reincarnation continues -- on average a spirit reincarnates in about 800 bodies prior to illumination taking place. Also, nota bene, there is considerable time interval between lives -- on average 1500-2000 years (the time it takes the emotion body and the mind body to dissolve back into the emotion and mind bodies of the Earth itself). Let's take a mean then, of about 1750 years for a physical life plus the time between physical lives -- that makes for about 1.5 million years for illumination to take place. These are not my numbers -- I'm following the teachings of Hall, Theosophy, and esoteric religion.
There are many Hollywood (an almost purely Gnostic outfit) movies that depict in symbolic form, the process of reincarnation and ultimate spiritual illumination. The "Slumdog Millionaire" is a classic and recent example -- the movie "Paycheck" with Ben Affleck is also about the same theme -- the movie "What Dreams May Come" is as close as Hollywood has ever gotten to spelling out the phenomenon of the after life. If you know how to read symbolism, then almost any Hollywood movie can be found, in it's subthemes and subplots and subtext, to be blatantly gnostic, by which I mean, occult/esoteric. Of course, movies like Truman Show, and Matrix are also entirely Gnostic works.
The troubles with being a human that gets caught up in physical existence are manifold. How shall I explain -- the explanation is important because it lies at or close to the heart of why conspiracies exist. Although the Atma, the buddhic sheath and the higher mind are not subject to contamination of any kind, the lower bodies, particularly the linga sarira and emotion body, are subject to contamination. It is, in part, this possibility of contamination, that has caused the esoteric secrets as to the nature of each of us, to become hermetically sealed. The linga sarira has a natural ability to clean itself or detoxify and it does this through the pores of the skin. Everybody is constantly detoxifying etherically through their pores, but often this "invisible perspiration" is so intense that the adepts have found it is better to completely avoid human society altogether (particularly societies like we have, based on the ingestion of highly toxic foodstuffs like wheat-based grains and pasteurized dairy, and sugar, sugar, and ... I think I forgot something ... oh yeah, sugar!). But, N.B., the source of contamination is not simply the invisible perspiration, but also the fact that when a human dies (a non-illuminated human) the emotion body breaks off from the physical and typically remains on the physical plane of existence, seeking out the vital energies of living humans. Said emotion bodies are called "kama rupas" in sanskrit. They are the cause of, in my opinion, almost all physical death in the world -- ironically it is our desire to maintain physical existence that kills us. Keep in mind that compared to other mammals, we have an incredibly long growth-stage -- ave.18 years -- which should mean that we should also have an incredibly long lifespan, but we don't -- Manly P. Hall has stated that the normal lifespan of a human should be at least a few hundred years, given the length of childhood. The kama rupas take several decades to wreak their finally destruction of the living because the etheric double comes with a natural layer of protection around it -- but this protection is gradually destroyed by grains, coffee, sugar, and alcohol, and various other phenomena, like the recent introduction of massive cellphone radiation in cities.
The fact that humans breed kama rupas -- the desire bodies of the dead -- is another major reason why the secrets of the adepts, as to the nature of ourselves and the universe, have gone completely underground. The adepts simply do not mix with humans and even the power elite of this world are not allowed into the presence of the adepts of this world, for fear of contamination. I believe that somewhere in the Pacific is a vast or perhaps not so vast continent or at least island or series of islands on which exists a much more advanced civilization of humans, the adepts themselves, of which we are comparable apes.
Also, theosophy speaks of the present state of human evolution (taking the species as whole) as being not yet close to fully mentally developed. According to esoteric teachings, it will take at least another 250,000 to 500,000 years for humans to make the next truly significant step in their mental development -- and another 500,000 years after that before we become fully mentally developed. Hence, we live in an age of "government" which literally means "mind-control" because we simply have not the mental capacities to manage ourselves (not speaking of individuals but of the race as a whole).
At the heart of all conspiracies [I had intended to post this on a conspiracy forum], I believe I've found after 3 or 4 past years of searching, is the occult -- pure and simple. By that I mean, in part, the fact -- ridiculed in mainstream society -- that each of us is not a human being, but a spiritual being (spheroidal in shape, and spreading hundreds of feet in every direction, and in which the physical body is suspended). We have, according to theosophy, hinduism, and esoteric buddhism (cf Sinnet's wonderful work "esoteric buddhism") a septenary constitution -- from our highest body -- the Atma, which is immortal and invisible -- to our lowest 'body' the linga sarira -- or etheric double, around which our physical body "accretes" or "sticks to". The physical body is a shadow of the etheric body. The adepts of this world know how to work not with the shadow (the physical) but with the light body (the linga sarira) to ensure very lengthy physical lives -- the average adept living, according to Manly P. Hall, about 1000 or more years. Actually, it's my opinion that the oldest living adept is probably in the range of about 50-60,000 years old. Between the linga sarira and the Atma lies various aspects of the mind body and the emotion body -- but, nota bene, neither our emotions nor our thoughts are experienced within our physical body, but rather are projected onto them from the surrounding bodies. The organ of the liver is the receiver of emotions, the heart, the receiver of the higher spirit (Atma) energy, and the brain the receiver of thoughts.
The point of life is not to extend physical existence -- because, actually, the only thing that can be described as true death in the universe is physical existence. To be born into the physical world is to die in the truest sense of the word, said Plato -- and the physical body is the sepulcher of the soul. The average human does not understand this, but rather gets caught up in physical existence. From this situation, we have the phenomenon of reincarnation -- where the higher principles (the highest three being the Atma, the buddhic sheath, and the higher mind) continuously create new physical bodies until finally the "person" discovers its own true nature, as did people like Christ, Buddha, Mohammed, Pythagorus, Apollunius of Tyana, etc. Until spiritual illumination is achieved, reincarnation continues -- on average a spirit reincarnates in about 800 bodies prior to illumination taking place. Also, nota bene, there is considerable time interval between lives -- on average 1500-2000 years (the time it takes the emotion body and the mind body to dissolve back into the emotion and mind bodies of the Earth itself). Let's take a mean then, of about 1750 years for a physical life plus the time between physical lives -- that makes for about 1.5 million years for illumination to take place. These are not my numbers -- I'm following the teachings of Hall, Theosophy, and esoteric religion.
There are many Hollywood (an almost purely Gnostic outfit) movies that depict in symbolic form, the process of reincarnation and ultimate spiritual illumination. The "Slumdog Millionaire" is a classic and recent example -- the movie "Paycheck" with Ben Affleck is also about the same theme -- the movie "What Dreams May Come" is as close as Hollywood has ever gotten to spelling out the phenomenon of the after life. If you know how to read symbolism, then almost any Hollywood movie can be found, in it's subthemes and subplots and subtext, to be blatantly gnostic, by which I mean, occult/esoteric. Of course, movies like Truman Show, and Matrix are also entirely Gnostic works.
The troubles with being a human that gets caught up in physical existence are manifold. How shall I explain -- the explanation is important because it lies at or close to the heart of why conspiracies exist. Although the Atma, the buddhic sheath and the higher mind are not subject to contamination of any kind, the lower bodies, particularly the linga sarira and emotion body, are subject to contamination. It is, in part, this possibility of contamination, that has caused the esoteric secrets as to the nature of each of us, to become hermetically sealed. The linga sarira has a natural ability to clean itself or detoxify and it does this through the pores of the skin. Everybody is constantly detoxifying etherically through their pores, but often this "invisible perspiration" is so intense that the adepts have found it is better to completely avoid human society altogether (particularly societies like we have, based on the ingestion of highly toxic foodstuffs like wheat-based grains and pasteurized dairy, and sugar, sugar, and ... I think I forgot something ... oh yeah, sugar!). But, N.B., the source of contamination is not simply the invisible perspiration, but also the fact that when a human dies (a non-illuminated human) the emotion body breaks off from the physical and typically remains on the physical plane of existence, seeking out the vital energies of living humans. Said emotion bodies are called "kama rupas" in sanskrit. They are the cause of, in my opinion, almost all physical death in the world -- ironically it is our desire to maintain physical existence that kills us. Keep in mind that compared to other mammals, we have an incredibly long growth-stage -- ave.18 years -- which should mean that we should also have an incredibly long lifespan, but we don't -- Manly P. Hall has stated that the normal lifespan of a human should be at least a few hundred years, given the length of childhood. The kama rupas take several decades to wreak their finally destruction of the living because the etheric double comes with a natural layer of protection around it -- but this protection is gradually destroyed by grains, coffee, sugar, and alcohol, and various other phenomena, like the recent introduction of massive cellphone radiation in cities.
The fact that humans breed kama rupas -- the desire bodies of the dead -- is another major reason why the secrets of the adepts, as to the nature of ourselves and the universe, have gone completely underground. The adepts simply do not mix with humans and even the power elite of this world are not allowed into the presence of the adepts of this world, for fear of contamination. I believe that somewhere in the Pacific is a vast or perhaps not so vast continent or at least island or series of islands on which exists a much more advanced civilization of humans, the adepts themselves, of which we are comparable apes.
Also, theosophy speaks of the present state of human evolution (taking the species as whole) as being not yet close to fully mentally developed. According to esoteric teachings, it will take at least another 250,000 to 500,000 years for humans to make the next truly significant step in their mental development -- and another 500,000 years after that before we become fully mentally developed. Hence, we live in an age of "government" which literally means "mind-control" because we simply have not the mental capacities to manage ourselves (not speaking of individuals but of the race as a whole).
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Mercola on the Light Body
I posted a link previously, perhaps it was June or July, on a Star Trek TNG episode on the Light Body, or Linga Sarira of the Hindus. Here's Mercola's stab at it.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Melchizidek and the Mystery of Fire
Just finished reading this very short book. It's in three parts ... wish I could give a quick synopsis -- perhaps it's best to check out the glowing reviews on amazon.com. I highlighted and underlined quite a bit -- a bit too much to print out the interesting parts here.
The first part is an introduction in defense of the fact that all religions, east and west, have "fire" or "light" as their fundamental deity -- sometimes appearances to the contrary -- but Manly P. Hall is quick to point out that this "fire" is not necessarily physical or material fire, but the fire known as "akasa" or "the astral light" or, several other names, basically it is the "ethereal fire" that is one (Hall says the highest) of the four elements of the ancients.
The content of the second part of "Melchizidek" is a little harder to pin down. It's title "Man, Grand Symbol of the Mysteries" is the same as the title of another entire book by Hall. The chapter is necessarily less detailed, touching mainly on the idea introduced previously that there really are three aspects of the "fire" worshiped by all races, corresponding to the three aspects of man's constitution -- heart (heaven), body (hell), mind (earth, or the middle ground). In the first part he calls these Will (heart, heaven), Action or Friction (earth), and Wisdom or Intelligence (mind, meeting between heaven and earth). I may be a little off on the correspondences, but they're never very clear in occult writings, and when they are, they're often contradicted in other writings.
In any case, the second part also involves a defense of the argument made at the book's outset, namely that almost all, if not all, religious lore, writings, symbolism, processions, rituals, even architecture pertain to certain secret, i.e. occult, knowledge of man's true, spiritual, constitution as well as to the means of achieving spiritual regeneration -- resulting in membership of the highest mystery school on Earth -- according to him -- the order of Melchizidek.
The third part of the book explores the phenomenon of the kundalini energy, the chakra/nadi system as well as the role played by both the pituitary (the mother gland, Isis) and the pineal gland (Osiris?) in achieving spiritual regeneration.
I am perhaps cheating the reader of this review of the many quotable quotes from this short, enjoyable and highly readable book. Compare Hall's easy-reading writing style to a mentor of both his and mine -- the venerable H.P. Blavatsky, whose writing (cf. the Secret Doctrine) is often very difficult reading.
Quotes from Melchizidek (this is not representative of the numerous passages I found interesting in the book, but here are a few).
"The auric body of a snake is one of the most remarkable sights that the clairvoyant will ever see, and the secrets concealed within this aura demonstrate why the serpent is the symbol of wisdom among so many nations."
"The golden ornaments upon the altars of Christian churches should remind the philosophical observer that gold is the sacred metal of the sun, because, according to alchemists, the sun ray itself crystallized in the earth, thus forming this precious metal, which, incidentally is still being made."
"The initiates view the blood as a mysterious liquid, somewhat gaseous in nature, which served as a medium for manifesting the fire of man's spiritual nature. This fire, coursing through the system, animated and vitalized all parts of the form, thus keeping the spiritual nature in touch with all of its physical extremities."
"The Egyptians considered the juice of the grape to be more nearly like human blood than any other substance. In fact, they believed that the grape secured its life from the blood of the dead who had been buried in the earth."
"The highest of each kingdom in Nature was considered symbolic of the sun. Hence, the scarab beetle, being the most intelligent of all insects, the eagle the most aspiring of all birds, and the lion the strongest of all beasts were considered fitly symbolic of the solar disc."
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Surety
"A surety is a person who agrees to be responsible for the debt or obligation of another. Furthermore, a surety is also a "security against loss or damage or for the fulfillment of an obligation, the payment of a debt, etc.; a pledge, guaranty, or bond."
Wikipedia
Wikipedia
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Psychopathic Society Part 3
“The Kennedy assassination has demonstrated that most of the major events of world significance are masterfully planned and orchestrated by an elite coterie of enormously powerful people who are not of one nation, one ethnic grouping, or one overridingly important business group. They are a power unto themselves for whom those others work. Neither is this power elite of recent origin. Its roots go deep into the past.”
— L. Fletcher Prouty
— L. Fletcher Prouty
Psychopathic Society Part 2
“Just look at us. Everything is backwards; everything is upside down. Doctors destory health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information and religions destroy spirituality.”
— Michael Ellner
— Michael Ellner
Lisbon Treaty
I don't know much about the Lisbon Treaty, but this clip is an example of the fact that we live in a psychopathic society.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Mass Sterilization in Effect
Global sperm counts have dropped by a third since 1989 and by half in the past 50 years. The rate of decline is only accelerating as more and more couples find it harder to have children. In studies of white European men, the rate of decline is as much as 50 per cent in the last 30 years. In Italy, this equates to a native population reduction of 22 per cent by 2050. Population reduction is already occurring amongst native residents in many areas of Europe and America.
Everything from cellphone signals, to eating soy products, to female hormones entering the water supply from HRT products has been blamed. There’s no doubt that environmental pollution from industry and pharmaceutical products has contributed, but new research has uncovered that additional chemicals known as Antiandrogens are now finding their way into the water supply.
LINK
Everything from cellphone signals, to eating soy products, to female hormones entering the water supply from HRT products has been blamed. There’s no doubt that environmental pollution from industry and pharmaceutical products has contributed, but new research has uncovered that additional chemicals known as Antiandrogens are now finding their way into the water supply.
LINK
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Holy S%&t, Welcome to My Life:
Link
The character Tam in this episode of Star Trek TNG exhibits similar difficulties as I have had all my life.
The character Tam in this episode of Star Trek TNG exhibits similar difficulties as I have had all my life.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
The Light Body
Here is a Link to a story about the Light Body of man. Said body is that around which the material body forms -- in other words, it is the body from which the material body is vitalized or gains its life.
Monday, July 06, 2009
The Global Mystery School
A few sentences on what I believe is the reality of the social system that we live in. The ancient Mystery School tradition -- the so-called university of the soul -- often involved very rigorous entry criteria, tests of body, mind, and spirit that sometimes resulted in physical death of the candidates who failed the tests.
The Mystery School has gone underground since at least the beginning of the Age of Pisces (around the birth of Christ), inaccessible to almost everyone, I suspect that the entire world system has been turned into a Mystery School in which we are all candidates or probators if you will, seeking, unknowingly, entrance into the Mystery School Curriculum.
We're given many, many severe tests -- namely being injected with mercury when we're just babies, being subject to the sham-education in the form of the K-12 curriculum, being further subject to the mind-controlling elements of media, and higher education, being tempted with materialist life-style through advertising, being forced to live a subsistence life-style even in so called developed nations, etc. etc. All this, it appears to me is totally unnecessary, regardless of whether I've presented a convincing argument. We could have a heaven on Earth if the will was there. It's not.
Further, we're taken over more and more by "incorporated" beings ("corporations"), and the "corporatizing" of states is very esoterically symbolic of the fact that we have failed or are failing in our application to the Mystery School curriculum. Said curriculum is about freeing oneself from body, i.e. from the corporate state of being, from the mistaken notion that we are material or physical beings -- we are not. Our physical bodies are not more real than a projected image on a movie screen. The screen in this case being matter, which is molded and shaped by our higher principles. Our brains do not think, they pick up thoughts from our mind which lies outside our bodies, our hearts do not give us life, but merely receive the life-principle from the energy that surrounds us.
The Mystery School has gone underground since at least the beginning of the Age of Pisces (around the birth of Christ), inaccessible to almost everyone, I suspect that the entire world system has been turned into a Mystery School in which we are all candidates or probators if you will, seeking, unknowingly, entrance into the Mystery School Curriculum.
We're given many, many severe tests -- namely being injected with mercury when we're just babies, being subject to the sham-education in the form of the K-12 curriculum, being further subject to the mind-controlling elements of media, and higher education, being tempted with materialist life-style through advertising, being forced to live a subsistence life-style even in so called developed nations, etc. etc. All this, it appears to me is totally unnecessary, regardless of whether I've presented a convincing argument. We could have a heaven on Earth if the will was there. It's not.
Further, we're taken over more and more by "incorporated" beings ("corporations"), and the "corporatizing" of states is very esoterically symbolic of the fact that we have failed or are failing in our application to the Mystery School curriculum. Said curriculum is about freeing oneself from body, i.e. from the corporate state of being, from the mistaken notion that we are material or physical beings -- we are not. Our physical bodies are not more real than a projected image on a movie screen. The screen in this case being matter, which is molded and shaped by our higher principles. Our brains do not think, they pick up thoughts from our mind which lies outside our bodies, our hearts do not give us life, but merely receive the life-principle from the energy that surrounds us.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Mercola on Swine Flue Vaccine
"Swine flu" vaccine may become mandatory, resulting in another mass killing campaign brought to you by your benevolent government. With the total collapse of the US dollar imminent, plus another world war being currently manufactured by the media (for the third time) -- Hell, it appears, be right 'round the corner. 'Luck humanity!
Friday, July 03, 2009
Planned and Perceived Obsolescence
Interesting take on the "system" or "The Leviathan" as Thomas Hobbes referred to western "civilization". Link
How Long is a Year?
According to some, the Earth takes exactly 360 days to make one revolution around the sun and not the 365.25 days that is known as the sidereal year. The reason for the difference lies in the fact that, according to the same some, the Sun has it's own parent star that it revolves around. This revolution, according to John Gordon (Egypt, Child of Atlantis) is 25,920 Earth years long (called the Great Year, or Platonic Year, and known about since antiquity). The shifting of the Sun into a different sign of the zodiac every 2160 years (25,920/12) is explained by modern science by a wobble of the Earth's axis similar to the phenomenon of precession of a spinning top. This extremely complex and highly contrived thesis is unprovable, and no other planet or object in the heavens has been reported to experience the same effect.
The Earth moves around the Sun in an eastward direction (counter-clockwise), the Sun is conjectured to move around its parent star in a westward direction (clockwise). This conflict in the directions forces the Earth to move more than one complete revolution around the sun in order to complete the apparent or sidereal year in which the sun returns to an identical position in the sky relative to the fixed stars in the background. The following corroborating correspondence is striking to say the least: 1/25,920 is the fraction of the Great Circle (the Great Year) that the Earth passes through in one of its years. This is equal to 1/72 of 1 degree -- in Earth time that equates to just over 5 days! Thus we see that it takes exactly 360 days for the Earth to circle the Sun and arrive at exactly the same point in space with respect to the Sun -- however, because the Earth, and Sun, are also moving around a greater star (in a clock wise direction), the Earth is forced to move 5 more days (in a counter-clockwise direction) in order for the Sun to occupy the same position relative to the fixed stars in the background.
John Gordon goes into other aspects involved in the relative movements and positions of the heavenly spheres. Example, the Earth's seasons are claimed by modern science to be solely the result of the Earth's axis being at an angle to the Sun's equator. This "fact" however need not necessarily be so. The Earth may, as Gordon claims, simply orbit at an angle to the Sun's equator, spending half the year above and half the year below its equator. As the Earth reaches it's solstices, it may extend partially beyond the Sun's Interplanetary Magnetic Field (IMF) and this would account for another alleged "wobble" of the Earth's axis -- called nutation -- occuring precisely every 183 days.
The Earth moves around the Sun in an eastward direction (counter-clockwise), the Sun is conjectured to move around its parent star in a westward direction (clockwise). This conflict in the directions forces the Earth to move more than one complete revolution around the sun in order to complete the apparent or sidereal year in which the sun returns to an identical position in the sky relative to the fixed stars in the background. The following corroborating correspondence is striking to say the least: 1/25,920 is the fraction of the Great Circle (the Great Year) that the Earth passes through in one of its years. This is equal to 1/72 of 1 degree -- in Earth time that equates to just over 5 days! Thus we see that it takes exactly 360 days for the Earth to circle the Sun and arrive at exactly the same point in space with respect to the Sun -- however, because the Earth, and Sun, are also moving around a greater star (in a clock wise direction), the Earth is forced to move 5 more days (in a counter-clockwise direction) in order for the Sun to occupy the same position relative to the fixed stars in the background.
John Gordon goes into other aspects involved in the relative movements and positions of the heavenly spheres. Example, the Earth's seasons are claimed by modern science to be solely the result of the Earth's axis being at an angle to the Sun's equator. This "fact" however need not necessarily be so. The Earth may, as Gordon claims, simply orbit at an angle to the Sun's equator, spending half the year above and half the year below its equator. As the Earth reaches it's solstices, it may extend partially beyond the Sun's Interplanetary Magnetic Field (IMF) and this would account for another alleged "wobble" of the Earth's axis -- called nutation -- occuring precisely every 183 days.
Is Your Printer Spying on You?
Interesting video on one of the ways big brother has entered your home.
The JFK No-Brainer
Same stand down of security took place in Rabin's murder, 9/11 (NORAD stood down for first time in its then 50 history on the morning of the attacks), Pearl Harbor (FDR disallowed submarines far out in Pacific ocean to warn the harbor of impending attack), etc., etc. down through the thousands of years of history keep falling for totally in-your-face murder on the part of your benevolent government.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Ocean's Eleven and Century 21
The number "9" has often been represented by the ocean by occultists (cf Manly P Hall, Secret Teachings). Because it is the number of physical generation (9 months in the 'ocean' of the womb) it is also referred to as the number of man in his unregenerate state, spiritually unregenerate, that is.
But, also, the number 11 represents falling short, i.e. sin. This is because 11 falls short of the perfect number 12 (cf. Cornelius Aggripa's classic works on western occultism).
So, by 9/11, and Ocean's Eleven, is signified, esoterically, "the fall of man."
Further, the "Falling Tower" has always been symbolic among occultists of the exact same phenomenon, i.e. the fall of spiritual man into an unregenerate state, a materialist state (cf Manly P Hall on the 16th Tarot card) .
Century 21 began with the towers falling and this provides the theme for the century, the segregation of those who worship matter (whose destiny is the VeriChip; Alex Jones has part of the story) and those who are spiritually realized. The catch phrase of the movie: "Are you in or out?" i.e. will you be counted among the spiritualists or will you pay the price of your own materialism?
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Stanley Monteith, The Brotherhood of Darkness
I love this lecture, and Stan Monteith's work. Unlike Monteith, I'm not an exoteric Christian, meaning I don't believe in the corrupt post-Nicene creed, but I still find great value and take great interest in his research. Here he speaks of and summarizes the work of Caroll Quigley (The Anglo-American Establishment; Tragedy and Hope; Evolution of Civilizations) who wrote the greatest works of history in the 20th century.
The Endocrine Glands
The seven glands -- ductless and otherwise -- with which occultism is primarily concerned, are the pineal gland, the pituitary body, the thymus, the liver, the spleen, and the suprarenal capsules, or adrenals. These little understood bodies, at least some of which were given consideration in ancient times but were more or less ignored during the Dark Ages, have now come to be recognized as the "dictators of destiny". Enthusiastic endocrinologists are now of the opinion that not only the harmony of the "bodily league" but also the higher aspects of man's functioning -- his morals, emotions, and thoughts, his personality, individuality, and temperament -- are to a great degree a matter of endocrines. Not Dr. Johnson's drop of green bile but the glands are what put empires at hazard. Napoleon's own pituitary -- and not the Duke of Wellington -- brought down the eagle of the First Empire. Apropos of this, ponder the words of Samuel Wyllis Bandler: "If the world, in the future, administers to its diplomats, to its highest officials, to its legislators, to its people the proper endocrines, especially anterior pituitary, and inhibit the adrenal cortex a little bit, there may be no more wars." (See "The Endocrines")
Manly P Hall, Man, Grand Symbol of the Mysteries
Manly P Hall, Man, Grand Symbol of the Mysteries
Monday, June 29, 2009
Supertramp, Rudy
I love this song. I believe it is about the fact of reincarnation. "Rudy is on a train to nowhere [death], halfway down the line [halfway through life]. He don't want to get there, but he needs time." And at the end of the song "Rudy just got out the movie [life], numb of all the pain. Sad, but in a while he'll soon be, back on his train [another life]."
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Get Your Vaccine
Do you want any of the following vaccine constituents in YOUR bloodstream?
* Ethylene glycol (antifreeze)
* Phenol, also known as carbolic acid (this is used as a disinfectant, dye)
* Formaldehyde, a known cancer-causing agent
* Aluminum, which is associated with Alzheimer's disease and seizures and also cancer producing in laboratory mice (it is used as an additive to promote antibody response)
* Thimerosal (a mercury disinfectant/preservative) can result in brain injury and autoimmune disease
* Neomycin and Streptomycin (used as antibiotics) have caused allergic reaction in some people
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* Ethylene glycol (antifreeze)
* Phenol, also known as carbolic acid (this is used as a disinfectant, dye)
* Formaldehyde, a known cancer-causing agent
* Aluminum, which is associated with Alzheimer's disease and seizures and also cancer producing in laboratory mice (it is used as an additive to promote antibody response)
* Thimerosal (a mercury disinfectant/preservative) can result in brain injury and autoimmune disease
* Neomycin and Streptomycin (used as antibiotics) have caused allergic reaction in some people
Link
Monday, June 15, 2009
Helena Blavatsky
If one cannot, owing to circumstances or his position in life, become a full adept in this existence let him prepare his mental luggage for the next, so as to be ready at the first call when he is once more reborn.
H.P.B.
H.P.B.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Honda Chairman Takeo Fukui
"Even the best internal-combustion engines still waste more than 80% of the energy created by burning gasoline."
Reported in Wall Street Journal, July 25th, 200
Reported in Wall Street Journal, July 25th, 200
Coal Combustion
Americans living near coal-fired power plants are exposed to higher radiation doses than those living near nuclear power plants that meet government regulations. This ironic situation remains true today and is addressed in this article.
Article
Article
Jim Elliot
"That man is no fool who gives that which he can never keep to gain that which he can never lose."
Jim Elliot
Jim Elliot
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Logic vs. Reason
Logic should never, ever be confused with reason. This is a grave mistake that academism (i.e., all forms of exoteric knowledge), especially philosophy, makes.
Logic's sole concern is with the development of premises (i.e. what conclusion can I derive from a given set of premises) with no concern whatsoever with the quality of those premises. It may be perfectly logical to kill somebody with several swings of a baseball bat, if you start with the following two premises:
Premise 1: Everyone who ignores me should be killed.
Premise 2: This person in front of me is ignoring me.
Conclusion: Therefore this person should be killed.
That is a perfectly logical argument (it is an Aristotelian syllogism) -- no logician would disagree -- but is it reasonable? One of my favorite definitons of the entire field of philosophy comes from Manly P. Hall -- "Philosophy is the science of estimating values." He may as well have said "Philosophy is the science of estimating premises." That is, philosophy must not accept arbitrary premises! But rather work to discover reasonable premises, i.e., premises that are valuable, premises that have stood the test of time, and contribute the most to humankind. After discovering such premises, the philosopher may then use logic to find what conclusions may be derived from them. Do you see, then, how logic is simply a tool of, and therefore secondary to, reason? Modern philosophy is completely logical but totally unreasonable (as are most knowledge areas) whereas it should be completely reasonable and only use logic to develop its reasonable premises.
Take another example,
Premise 1: All elephants are pink.
Premise 2: My father is an elephant.
Conclusion: Therefore, my father is pink.
That is a perfectly logical development of premises. But no philosopher, not even the moderns, would declare that the argument is reasonable in any way. Academic philosophy, mathematics, and most areas of knowledge, are completely obsessed with logic but none of these disciplines are concerned with being reasonable. That is the reason that philosophy has become the obscure discipline it has, the reason it is ignored by the world at large, is because modern philosophy has, in fact, forsaken its most sacred duty, that is, not to estimate the qualities of argument (logic) but to estimate the quality of premises!
Logic's sole concern is with the development of premises (i.e. what conclusion can I derive from a given set of premises) with no concern whatsoever with the quality of those premises. It may be perfectly logical to kill somebody with several swings of a baseball bat, if you start with the following two premises:
Premise 1: Everyone who ignores me should be killed.
Premise 2: This person in front of me is ignoring me.
Conclusion: Therefore this person should be killed.
That is a perfectly logical argument (it is an Aristotelian syllogism) -- no logician would disagree -- but is it reasonable? One of my favorite definitons of the entire field of philosophy comes from Manly P. Hall -- "Philosophy is the science of estimating values." He may as well have said "Philosophy is the science of estimating premises." That is, philosophy must not accept arbitrary premises! But rather work to discover reasonable premises, i.e., premises that are valuable, premises that have stood the test of time, and contribute the most to humankind. After discovering such premises, the philosopher may then use logic to find what conclusions may be derived from them. Do you see, then, how logic is simply a tool of, and therefore secondary to, reason? Modern philosophy is completely logical but totally unreasonable (as are most knowledge areas) whereas it should be completely reasonable and only use logic to develop its reasonable premises.
Take another example,
Premise 1: All elephants are pink.
Premise 2: My father is an elephant.
Conclusion: Therefore, my father is pink.
That is a perfectly logical development of premises. But no philosopher, not even the moderns, would declare that the argument is reasonable in any way. Academic philosophy, mathematics, and most areas of knowledge, are completely obsessed with logic but none of these disciplines are concerned with being reasonable. That is the reason that philosophy has become the obscure discipline it has, the reason it is ignored by the world at large, is because modern philosophy has, in fact, forsaken its most sacred duty, that is, not to estimate the qualities of argument (logic) but to estimate the quality of premises!
Policy on Mercury Contamination
“Public health policy that asks expectant mothers to give up certain foods while allowing industries to continue contaminating them is absurd.”
Sandra Steingraber – “Having Faith: An Ecologists Journey to Motherhood”
Sandra Steingraber – “Having Faith: An Ecologists Journey to Motherhood”
Chronic Fatigue and Fibromyalgia Syndromes
The Root Cause of CFS/FMS Is Typically "Bad" Molecules
CFS/FMS is typically caused by "bad" molecules that bind to good molecules inside the body and subsequently inhibit their function. Sounds simple? It is very simple conceptually. However, there are many bad and many good molecules, and tracking them is hard work. This is not for the faint of heart. We define "bad molecule" rather loosely as a molecule that can take an internal biochemical system down. The good molecules typically involve:
* enzymes (chemical that converts one chemical to another chemical)
* neurotransmitters (sends a message from one nerve to another)
* neurotransmitter receptors (the area of a nerve that receives message)
* hormones (chemical used to control a processes within the body)
* cofactors (ingredient used to make a chemical)
* cells in the immune system (when these go down; bacteria, virus, and fungi go up)
* cells and parts of cells such as the cell membrane and mitochondria
The bad molecules are typically:
* heavy metals such as lead, mercury, cadmium, nickel, silver, tin and barium
* natural and synthetic chemicals and poisons (e.g. carbon monoxide, drugs)
* pesticides (e.g. DDT)
* natural toxins such as H2S (i.e. hydrogen sulfide, that results when fungi and bad bacteria in gut ferment sugar).
* toxins resulting from natural waste products produced by the body that are not filtered out properly (e.g. free radicals that cause "oxidation" of "good" molecules).
Damage to enzymes due to bad molecules is a MAJOR issue since enzymes are used to regulate and synthesize MANY processes in the body. If a tiny bad molecule binds to a big enzyme molecule, it can take it down. Enzymes have a defense system to guard against this from occurring (e.g. thiols), yet if those defenses go down for a short period of time, the enzyme can go down, and sometimes permanently. Enzymatic damage is a BIG issue with CFS/FMS.
Problems caused by genes (i.e. a pathology that runs in a family) are similar. Each gene produces a protein (all genes do this). And a bad gene (one that messes you up) typically binds to something good and alters its function, in a manner similar to that which is done by a bad molecule such as a heavy metal or a pesticide.
Link
CFS/FMS is typically caused by "bad" molecules that bind to good molecules inside the body and subsequently inhibit their function. Sounds simple? It is very simple conceptually. However, there are many bad and many good molecules, and tracking them is hard work. This is not for the faint of heart. We define "bad molecule" rather loosely as a molecule that can take an internal biochemical system down. The good molecules typically involve:
* enzymes (chemical that converts one chemical to another chemical)
* neurotransmitters (sends a message from one nerve to another)
* neurotransmitter receptors (the area of a nerve that receives message)
* hormones (chemical used to control a processes within the body)
* cofactors (ingredient used to make a chemical)
* cells in the immune system (when these go down; bacteria, virus, and fungi go up)
* cells and parts of cells such as the cell membrane and mitochondria
The bad molecules are typically:
* heavy metals such as lead, mercury, cadmium, nickel, silver, tin and barium
* natural and synthetic chemicals and poisons (e.g. carbon monoxide, drugs)
* pesticides (e.g. DDT)
* natural toxins such as H2S (i.e. hydrogen sulfide, that results when fungi and bad bacteria in gut ferment sugar).
* toxins resulting from natural waste products produced by the body that are not filtered out properly (e.g. free radicals that cause "oxidation" of "good" molecules).
Damage to enzymes due to bad molecules is a MAJOR issue since enzymes are used to regulate and synthesize MANY processes in the body. If a tiny bad molecule binds to a big enzyme molecule, it can take it down. Enzymes have a defense system to guard against this from occurring (e.g. thiols), yet if those defenses go down for a short period of time, the enzyme can go down, and sometimes permanently. Enzymatic damage is a BIG issue with CFS/FMS.
Problems caused by genes (i.e. a pathology that runs in a family) are similar. Each gene produces a protein (all genes do this). And a bad gene (one that messes you up) typically binds to something good and alters its function, in a manner similar to that which is done by a bad molecule such as a heavy metal or a pesticide.
Link
Butyrate (i.e. Butter, Greek βούτυρος) is Important
Butyrate Is The Most Important Colon Nutrient
Butyrate is one of the main nutrients used by cells that line the colon (last meter of your gastrointestinal track). If one is low here, they can easily supplement Butyrate, which is available from most health food stores [why not just eat butter?]. Butyrate synthesis can be inhibited by H2S and Sulfites.
Link
Butyrate is one of the main nutrients used by cells that line the colon (last meter of your gastrointestinal track). If one is low here, they can easily supplement Butyrate, which is available from most health food stores [why not just eat butter?]. Butyrate synthesis can be inhibited by H2S and Sulfites.
Link
Mercury Encourages Leaky Gut
Mercury can also inactivate enzymes in the liver, inhibiting it's ability to filter the blood. When this occurs, more waste products build within the body (the liver's job is to filter the natural waste products secreted by the body's cells), and the immune system becomes more sensitive, causing it to attack things which are not harmful (i.e. allergies). And when allergies develop to foods, the gut can be attacked by the immune system, and the person can develop Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS). And then the small intestine wall inflames and becomes permeable to the large bacteria and fungi molecules in the gut, which leak into the blood, challenging the immune system further, making one more allergic, and inducing Fibromyalgia pain after they affix to joints and soft tissues.
Link
I think this little paragraph sums up many of my health problems over the past 20 years of my life.
Link
I think this little paragraph sums up many of my health problems over the past 20 years of my life.
Monday, June 08, 2009
On Understanding
Those that are not capable of understanding life's deepest mysteries (including the primordial why questions that science has outlawed) are, through nature's infinite grace, not plagued with any particularly intense pain when they inevitably misunderstand them. Ignorance is bliss, they say. But, those with the capacity to understand them are plagued with misery and pain until that capacity has been fulfilled -- and, at the end of all their battles, and through the aforementioned grace, these select few find that all the pain and suffering was, in the end, worth it.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Supertramp, C'est Le Bon
C'est Le Bon
I never knew what a man was supposed to be
I never wanted the responsibility
I still remember what they tried to make of me
They used to wonder why they couldn’t get through to me,
’cause all that I had was this music
A-coming to me
And all that I had was this rhythm
A-running through me.
I took a tip from the man in the ministry
He said, my son, better work in the factory
Well there were days I can tell you quite honestly
I saw myself winding up in the military
So lucky to have all this music
A-coming to me
I’m lucky to have all this rhythm
A-running through me
I’m watching the movie go down
Around, about me
I’m watching the marry-go-round
Go down about me.
I said, lovers, you’re needed in the garden
’cause there’s a lot of crazy people
Who’ve forgotten where their heart is
And they don’t give a damn
About hurting those flowers and those trees.
C’est le bon, sailing on and on...
Sometimes I wonder where my life is taking me
Sometimes I wonder what they all expect of me
Well there were days I can tell you quite honestly
I saw myself winding up in the monastery
’cause all that I have is this music
A-coming to me
And all that I have is this rhythm
A-running through me
I’m watching the movie go down
Around, about me
I’m watching the marry-go-round
Go down about me.
I said, lovers, you’re needed in the garden
’cause there’s a lot of crazy people
Who’ve forgotten where their heart is
And they don’t give a damn
About hurting that small child in me.
C’est le bon, sailing on and on...
Listen to the song, click here.
I never knew what a man was supposed to be
I never wanted the responsibility
I still remember what they tried to make of me
They used to wonder why they couldn’t get through to me,
’cause all that I had was this music
A-coming to me
And all that I had was this rhythm
A-running through me.
I took a tip from the man in the ministry
He said, my son, better work in the factory
Well there were days I can tell you quite honestly
I saw myself winding up in the military
So lucky to have all this music
A-coming to me
I’m lucky to have all this rhythm
A-running through me
I’m watching the movie go down
Around, about me
I’m watching the marry-go-round
Go down about me.
I said, lovers, you’re needed in the garden
’cause there’s a lot of crazy people
Who’ve forgotten where their heart is
And they don’t give a damn
About hurting those flowers and those trees.
C’est le bon, sailing on and on...
Sometimes I wonder where my life is taking me
Sometimes I wonder what they all expect of me
Well there were days I can tell you quite honestly
I saw myself winding up in the monastery
’cause all that I have is this music
A-coming to me
And all that I have is this rhythm
A-running through me
I’m watching the movie go down
Around, about me
I’m watching the marry-go-round
Go down about me.
I said, lovers, you’re needed in the garden
’cause there’s a lot of crazy people
Who’ve forgotten where their heart is
And they don’t give a damn
About hurting that small child in me.
C’est le bon, sailing on and on...
Listen to the song, click here.
Rational Thinking
I'm listening to lots of lectures now, and for the past three months, i also borrow lots of books (buy then return) -- mainly books on philosophy, but not the academic stuff. i think i've graduated from academic philosophy, which is nothing to do with the real stuff.
The process i'm going through, i would hardly call personal, but it is, at the same time, very individual. That is perhaps a mystical distinction, but one that i don't make any apologies for. The universe is itself a mystery, a riddle.
Nevertheless, understanding is inherent in the universe, or at least, inherent in the universe is its capacity to create beings capable of understanding it. it is irrational to believe that a universe would create beings with the capacity to understand and yet not allow that capacity to fulfill itself. so, i believe in knowledge, and truth and I believe there are an infinite number of illusions, but only one truth (UNI-verse).
The illusions all result from man's emotions stealing from his mind. only the mind can approach to understanding, not the emotions. the emotions only cloud judgment and inevitably lead mind towards false conclusions based on the inevitable bias that emotion creates. this is the problem of the era of the modern "scientist" who relies on science for his survival -- it is impossible that such a situation would cause the scientist to be impartial about his own knowledge and discoveries. as a result modern science has reached an incorrigible state of corruption, in all of its fields of endeavor
(including "psychology" -- e.g., the word psyche means "spirit" in greek and yet there is no psychologist alive that believes he is studying spirit -- he is studying, simply, electronic circuits embedded in an organic matrix, and not because he inherently believes that, but only because such activity perfectly befits current materialistic values. spirit is a ridiculed notion among biased knowledge seekers, and, to the atheistic scientist, the universe created god rather than the other way around).
the predicament of the human race at this stage of evolution is that emotions are vastly more developed than thought. the emotional (irrational) human spends his undeveloped life STEALING from his mental faculty -- using mind to justify emotions and for hardly any other purpose -- the search for truth is ridiculed because mankind is unwilling to confront the fact that in his search for truth his emotions always get in the way and color his thoughts.
the only way out of human undevelopment is growth, which is evolution, which is long and painful. in the interim there is always the tiny minority who put the search for truth ahead of personal desire, even the desire for personal existence -- these are the martyrs and advancers of all human societies (e.g. the copernicus' and the galileos, and the socrates' and the christs and the mohammeds the pythagorus' etc., etc.). The quality of a truth seeker is that he does not worship blind faith nor does he fall into the trap of worshiping Doubt (the God of modern thought) -- both are extremes and therefore indications of dominance of the mind by the emotions. rather he walks the middle path, never doubting that truth exists but never relying on anything more than his own experience and intuition in the search for it. the truth seeker has the important faith that when he has sufficiently divested himself of his own ignorance, truth will make itself apparent to him. Mind can never be anything more than an organ of diminishing error, it can actually never possess truth, it is truth that reveals itself to mind as a reward for mind correcting its own mistakes.
In any case, eventually, through many thousands of years of evolution mankind will realize that the proper use of mind is not in the justification of the emotions -- but rather direction of mind towards the source of itself (know thyself). Knowledge is possible, because mind itself has a source and the source is knowable or mind would not have been created in the first place. But the source is difficult to know because it involves wresting mind from the domination of emotions.
The search for the source of mind involves reasoning as opposed to intellectualizing. Intellectuality is a celebration of the arbitrary -- it is not evil or even wasteful. It is to the mind what sports is to the body, the latter being a celebration of arbitrary physical activity. Intellectual activity can be just as mentally fulfilling as sports are physically, but the real work of the body is in it's own growth and survival, and the real work of the mind is knowing its own source.
I am only beginning to touch upon the rational or reasoning faculty, and part of my process is expanding my own capacity to think rationally. Human reason is not cold and calculating -- it is exactly the opposite -- it is warm and enlightening. To reason properly is to behold the fountain of truth -- Pythagorus said that Deity is a being whose body is composed of the substance of Light and whose soul is composed of the substance of truth -- he was truly a rational thinker.
The process i'm going through, i would hardly call personal, but it is, at the same time, very individual. That is perhaps a mystical distinction, but one that i don't make any apologies for. The universe is itself a mystery, a riddle.
Nevertheless, understanding is inherent in the universe, or at least, inherent in the universe is its capacity to create beings capable of understanding it. it is irrational to believe that a universe would create beings with the capacity to understand and yet not allow that capacity to fulfill itself. so, i believe in knowledge, and truth and I believe there are an infinite number of illusions, but only one truth (UNI-verse).
The illusions all result from man's emotions stealing from his mind. only the mind can approach to understanding, not the emotions. the emotions only cloud judgment and inevitably lead mind towards false conclusions based on the inevitable bias that emotion creates. this is the problem of the era of the modern "scientist" who relies on science for his survival -- it is impossible that such a situation would cause the scientist to be impartial about his own knowledge and discoveries. as a result modern science has reached an incorrigible state of corruption, in all of its fields of endeavor
(including "psychology" -- e.g., the word psyche means "spirit" in greek and yet there is no psychologist alive that believes he is studying spirit -- he is studying, simply, electronic circuits embedded in an organic matrix, and not because he inherently believes that, but only because such activity perfectly befits current materialistic values. spirit is a ridiculed notion among biased knowledge seekers, and, to the atheistic scientist, the universe created god rather than the other way around).
the predicament of the human race at this stage of evolution is that emotions are vastly more developed than thought. the emotional (irrational) human spends his undeveloped life STEALING from his mental faculty -- using mind to justify emotions and for hardly any other purpose -- the search for truth is ridiculed because mankind is unwilling to confront the fact that in his search for truth his emotions always get in the way and color his thoughts.
the only way out of human undevelopment is growth, which is evolution, which is long and painful. in the interim there is always the tiny minority who put the search for truth ahead of personal desire, even the desire for personal existence -- these are the martyrs and advancers of all human societies (e.g. the copernicus' and the galileos, and the socrates' and the christs and the mohammeds the pythagorus' etc., etc.). The quality of a truth seeker is that he does not worship blind faith nor does he fall into the trap of worshiping Doubt (the God of modern thought) -- both are extremes and therefore indications of dominance of the mind by the emotions. rather he walks the middle path, never doubting that truth exists but never relying on anything more than his own experience and intuition in the search for it. the truth seeker has the important faith that when he has sufficiently divested himself of his own ignorance, truth will make itself apparent to him. Mind can never be anything more than an organ of diminishing error, it can actually never possess truth, it is truth that reveals itself to mind as a reward for mind correcting its own mistakes.
In any case, eventually, through many thousands of years of evolution mankind will realize that the proper use of mind is not in the justification of the emotions -- but rather direction of mind towards the source of itself (know thyself). Knowledge is possible, because mind itself has a source and the source is knowable or mind would not have been created in the first place. But the source is difficult to know because it involves wresting mind from the domination of emotions.
The search for the source of mind involves reasoning as opposed to intellectualizing. Intellectuality is a celebration of the arbitrary -- it is not evil or even wasteful. It is to the mind what sports is to the body, the latter being a celebration of arbitrary physical activity. Intellectual activity can be just as mentally fulfilling as sports are physically, but the real work of the body is in it's own growth and survival, and the real work of the mind is knowing its own source.
I am only beginning to touch upon the rational or reasoning faculty, and part of my process is expanding my own capacity to think rationally. Human reason is not cold and calculating -- it is exactly the opposite -- it is warm and enlightening. To reason properly is to behold the fountain of truth -- Pythagorus said that Deity is a being whose body is composed of the substance of Light and whose soul is composed of the substance of truth -- he was truly a rational thinker.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
SWAMI VIVEKANANDA
Intro to his book, "Raja Yoga" -- (I didn't put it in all caps, just too lazy to change it).
EACH SOUL IS POTENTIALLY DIVINE.
THE GOAL IS TO MANIFEST THIS DIVINE
WITHIN, BY CONTROLLING NATURE, EXTERNAL
AND INTERNAL.
DO THIS EITHER BY WORK, OR WORSHIP, OR
PSYCHIC CONTROL, OR PHILOSOPHY, BY ONE,
OR MORE, OR ALL OF THESE—AND BE FREE.
THIS IS THE WHOLE OF RELIGION.
DOCTRINES, OR DOGMAS, OR RITUALS, OR
BOOKS, OR TEMPLES, OR FORMS, ARE BUT
SECONDARY DETAILS.
EACH SOUL IS POTENTIALLY DIVINE.
THE GOAL IS TO MANIFEST THIS DIVINE
WITHIN, BY CONTROLLING NATURE, EXTERNAL
AND INTERNAL.
DO THIS EITHER BY WORK, OR WORSHIP, OR
PSYCHIC CONTROL, OR PHILOSOPHY, BY ONE,
OR MORE, OR ALL OF THESE—AND BE FREE.
THIS IS THE WHOLE OF RELIGION.
DOCTRINES, OR DOGMAS, OR RITUALS, OR
BOOKS, OR TEMPLES, OR FORMS, ARE BUT
SECONDARY DETAILS.
Monday, June 01, 2009
Morphine, Head with Wings
A Head With Wings Lyrics
I got a head with wings (x3)
And I can see so far away I can see so clear
You would not believe the view up hear
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
Now I'm floating around up here way above the clouds
So high about the ground
And the only thing that holds my head to the ground
Is this one little skinny string
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
I got a head with yea oh
A head with wings
I got a head with wings (x3)
And I can see so far away yea so far away
I can see the shadows fall across your face
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
I got a head with yea yea
A head with wings (x2)
Yea (x2)
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Early this week, I discovered the alleged occult significance of the third ventricle of the brain plus the two lateral ventricles. This brain structure looks like a head (the third) with two wings (the laterals) coming out of it. I googled "head with wings" and got this song by Morphine -- I think they saw what I saw. I think the mythical figure of Pegasus also symbolizes the third ventricle plus the two lateral ventricles -- especially because Pegasus is depicted as being ridden by Poseidon, who is the watery power of mind (Jove/Jupiter) -- this is important because the ventricles are filled with "liquid mind", i.e., the cerebro-spinal fluid. Davinci, and others, have apparently claimed that the third ventricle especially is the place of the "community of the senses", i.e., where all sensory information comes together and is integrated to form "experience". Manly P. Hall claims that the thin membrane between the lateral and third ventricles, the tela choroidae, may be a type of "ear drum" of the brain via which experience on the objective or physical realm is communicated to the mind body of man, existing outside of his body (if you believe in such things -- c.f. Manly P. Hall's "Man, Symbol of the Mysteries"). Note the song lyric, "And the only thing that holds my head to the ground is this one little skinny string." The skinny string may be the spinal cord itself which is the extension of mind/brain into body, and the only thing that keeps us rooted to "the ground" -- i.e., the material plane of experience.
Photo from Wikipedia
I got a head with wings (x3)
And I can see so far away I can see so clear
You would not believe the view up hear
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
Now I'm floating around up here way above the clouds
So high about the ground
And the only thing that holds my head to the ground
Is this one little skinny string
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
I got a head with yea oh
A head with wings
I got a head with wings (x3)
And I can see so far away yea so far away
I can see the shadows fall across your face
I got a head with wings
A head with wings
I got a head with yea yea
A head with wings (x2)
Yea (x2)
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Early this week, I discovered the alleged occult significance of the third ventricle of the brain plus the two lateral ventricles. This brain structure looks like a head (the third) with two wings (the laterals) coming out of it. I googled "head with wings" and got this song by Morphine -- I think they saw what I saw. I think the mythical figure of Pegasus also symbolizes the third ventricle plus the two lateral ventricles -- especially because Pegasus is depicted as being ridden by Poseidon, who is the watery power of mind (Jove/Jupiter) -- this is important because the ventricles are filled with "liquid mind", i.e., the cerebro-spinal fluid. Davinci, and others, have apparently claimed that the third ventricle especially is the place of the "community of the senses", i.e., where all sensory information comes together and is integrated to form "experience". Manly P. Hall claims that the thin membrane between the lateral and third ventricles, the tela choroidae, may be a type of "ear drum" of the brain via which experience on the objective or physical realm is communicated to the mind body of man, existing outside of his body (if you believe in such things -- c.f. Manly P. Hall's "Man, Symbol of the Mysteries"). Note the song lyric, "And the only thing that holds my head to the ground is this one little skinny string." The skinny string may be the spinal cord itself which is the extension of mind/brain into body, and the only thing that keeps us rooted to "the ground" -- i.e., the material plane of experience.
Photo from Wikipedia
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Avichi
This is the Theosophist concept of hell, which is derived from the Sanskrit for "isolation." Although a place of torment it greatly differs from the ordinary conception of hell, chiefly because those who reside there have no physical bodies with which to satisfy the fleshy desires that they are plagued with.
The Theosophical teaching on which Avichi is based is the conception that people remain the same entity after death as they were before dying. That is, if in life a person was possessed by strong passions and desires then he will retain them in the astral world. The desires then become unsatisfying with a physic body and turn into anguished torments.
The manner of torments seems to be infinite varying from the confirmed sensualist struggling with his desire of the flesh to the ordinary person, while not burden be fleshy desires, who is troubled by the thought that he gave too much attention in his earthly life to worldly affairs rather than focusing on higher goals. This latter person is thus doomed to regret his lack of attention toward higher objectives.
Avich is a place of regrets for things done and left undone in the physical life. Its torments, however, are not eternal, but will gradually subside after timeless durations of anguished torment.
A.G.H.
http://www.themystica.com/mystica/articles/a/avichi.html
The Theosophical teaching on which Avichi is based is the conception that people remain the same entity after death as they were before dying. That is, if in life a person was possessed by strong passions and desires then he will retain them in the astral world. The desires then become unsatisfying with a physic body and turn into anguished torments.
The manner of torments seems to be infinite varying from the confirmed sensualist struggling with his desire of the flesh to the ordinary person, while not burden be fleshy desires, who is troubled by the thought that he gave too much attention in his earthly life to worldly affairs rather than focusing on higher goals. This latter person is thus doomed to regret his lack of attention toward higher objectives.
Avich is a place of regrets for things done and left undone in the physical life. Its torments, however, are not eternal, but will gradually subside after timeless durations of anguished torment.
A.G.H.
http://www.themystica.com/mystica/articles/a/avichi.html
Livin' La Vida Loka
Kama-loka: Spiritual - Theosophy Dictionary on Kama-loka
Kama-loka (Sanskrit) (from kama desire + loka world, sphere)
Desire world; a semi-material plane, subjective and invisible to us, the astral region penetrating and surrounding the earth. It is the original of the Christian purgatory, where the soul undergoes purification from its evil deeds and the material side of its nature. It is equivalent to the Hades of the Greeks and the Amenti of the Egyptians, the land of Silent Shadows.
Kama-loka is the abode of the disimbodied astral forms called kama-rupas and of the still highly vitalized astral entities who quit physical existence as suicides and executed criminals who, thus violently hurled out of their bodies before the term of natural death, are as fully alive as ever they were on earth, lacking only the physical body and its linga-sarira. In addition the kama-loka contains elementaries and lost souls tending to avichi. All these entities remain in kama-loka until they fade out from it by the complete exhaustion of the effects of the mental and emotional impulses that created these eidolons of human and animal passions and desires. The second death takes place in kama-loka, after the upper duad frees itself of the lower, material human elements before entering devachan.
"If, contrariwise, the entity in the kama-loka is so heavy with evil and is so strongly attracted to earth-spheres that the influence of the monad cannot withdraw the Reincarnating Ego from the Kama-rupa, then the latter with its befouled 'soul' sinks lower and lower and may ever enter the Avichi. If the influence of the monad succeeds, as it usually does, in bringing about the 'second death,' then the kama-rupa becomes a mere phantom or kama-rupic spook, and begins instantly to decay and finally vanishes away, its component life-atoms pursuing each one the road whither its attractions draw it" (OG 76). The highest regions of kama-loka blend into the lowest regions of devachan, while the grossest and lowest regions of kama-loka bend into the highest regions of avichi.
(See also: Kama-loka, Mysticism, Mysticism Dictionary, Occultism, Occultism Dictionary)
http://www.experiencefestival.com/kama-loka
Kama-loka (Sanskrit) (from kama desire + loka world, sphere)
Desire world; a semi-material plane, subjective and invisible to us, the astral region penetrating and surrounding the earth. It is the original of the Christian purgatory, where the soul undergoes purification from its evil deeds and the material side of its nature. It is equivalent to the Hades of the Greeks and the Amenti of the Egyptians, the land of Silent Shadows.
Kama-loka is the abode of the disimbodied astral forms called kama-rupas and of the still highly vitalized astral entities who quit physical existence as suicides and executed criminals who, thus violently hurled out of their bodies before the term of natural death, are as fully alive as ever they were on earth, lacking only the physical body and its linga-sarira. In addition the kama-loka contains elementaries and lost souls tending to avichi. All these entities remain in kama-loka until they fade out from it by the complete exhaustion of the effects of the mental and emotional impulses that created these eidolons of human and animal passions and desires. The second death takes place in kama-loka, after the upper duad frees itself of the lower, material human elements before entering devachan.
"If, contrariwise, the entity in the kama-loka is so heavy with evil and is so strongly attracted to earth-spheres that the influence of the monad cannot withdraw the Reincarnating Ego from the Kama-rupa, then the latter with its befouled 'soul' sinks lower and lower and may ever enter the Avichi. If the influence of the monad succeeds, as it usually does, in bringing about the 'second death,' then the kama-rupa becomes a mere phantom or kama-rupic spook, and begins instantly to decay and finally vanishes away, its component life-atoms pursuing each one the road whither its attractions draw it" (OG 76). The highest regions of kama-loka blend into the lowest regions of devachan, while the grossest and lowest regions of kama-loka bend into the highest regions of avichi.
(See also: Kama-loka, Mysticism, Mysticism Dictionary, Occultism, Occultism Dictionary)
http://www.experiencefestival.com/kama-loka
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Jordan Rubin
This naturopath/singer taught me, with his "Maker's Diet" much of what I have come to know about diet and human health. In his books he never speaks of the bodies higher than the physical and, perhaps like most Christians, he does not know the difference between soul and spirit. I strongly doubt, Christian as he is, that he believes in the fact of reincarnation, therefore he probably believes that his body has a soul rather than the other way around (which is the reality) -- but in spite of his rather materialist bent, he is still an inspiration to me, and I learned much about health from him.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Coleridge, The Ancient Mariner (Introduction)
Facile credo, plures esse Naturas invisibiles quam visibiles in rerum universitate. Sed horum omnium familiam quis nobis enarrabit ? et gradus et cognationes et discrimina et singulorum munera ? Quid agunt ? quae loca habitant ? Harum rerum notitiam semper ambivit ingenium humanum, nunquam attigit. Juvat, interea, non diffiteor, quandoque in animo, tanquam in tabulâ, majoris et melioris mundi imaginem contemplari : ne mens assuefacta hodiernae vitae minutiis se contrahat nimis, et tota subsidat in pusillas cogitationes. Sed veritati interea invigilandum est, modusque servandus, ut certa ab incertis, diem a nocte, distinguamus. - T. Burnet, Archaeol. Phil., p. 68 (slightly edited by Coleridge).
I can easily believe, that there are more invisible than visible
Beings in the universe. But who shall describe for us their
families? and their ranks and relationships and distinguishing
features and functions? What they do? where they live? The human
mind has always circled around a knowledge of these things, never
attaining it. I do not doubt, however, that it is sometimes
beneficial to contemplate, in thought, as in a Picture, the image
of a greater and better world; lest the intellect, habituated to
the trivia of daily life, may contract itself too much, and wholly
sink into trifles. But at the same time we must be vigilant for
truth, and maintain proportion, that we may distinguish certain
from uncertain, day from night.
I can easily believe, that there are more invisible than visible
Beings in the universe. But who shall describe for us their
families? and their ranks and relationships and distinguishing
features and functions? What they do? where they live? The human
mind has always circled around a knowledge of these things, never
attaining it. I do not doubt, however, that it is sometimes
beneficial to contemplate, in thought, as in a Picture, the image
of a greater and better world; lest the intellect, habituated to
the trivia of daily life, may contract itself too much, and wholly
sink into trifles. But at the same time we must be vigilant for
truth, and maintain proportion, that we may distinguish certain
from uncertain, day from night.
The Impossible Dream
| To dream the impossible dream To fight the unbeatable foe To bear with unbearable sorrow To run where the brave dare not go To right the unrightable wrong This is my quest To fight for the right And I know if I'll only be true And the world will be better for this | |
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
What is Energy?
Does anybody really know what energy is? The famous American Physicist Richard Feynman talked about it in his famous 1960s Lectures on physics “ …In Physics today, we have no knowledge of what energy really IS!”
We know energy through its manifestations in different forms: heat, magnetism, electricity… etc. We know how to use certain formulas to quantify and use the different forms of energy, that ultimately gave us modern technology, but we still do not know the essence of the energy that can take one form or another.
The general scientific definition from the Encyclopedia Britannica: “ENERGY IS THE ABILITY TO PRODUCE ACTION OR EFFECT” defines energy not in what it really is but through one of its attributes. Besides the traditional types of manifestation of Energy in form of heat, motion…etc, many other ‘effects’ can actually be defined as manifestations of energy. We must include vitality, emotions, and thoughts, into the energy repertoire. A whole new picture arises which would need a whole new Physics to grasp it.
From Biogeometry.com
We know energy through its manifestations in different forms: heat, magnetism, electricity… etc. We know how to use certain formulas to quantify and use the different forms of energy, that ultimately gave us modern technology, but we still do not know the essence of the energy that can take one form or another.
The general scientific definition from the Encyclopedia Britannica: “ENERGY IS THE ABILITY TO PRODUCE ACTION OR EFFECT” defines energy not in what it really is but through one of its attributes. Besides the traditional types of manifestation of Energy in form of heat, motion…etc, many other ‘effects’ can actually be defined as manifestations of energy. We must include vitality, emotions, and thoughts, into the energy repertoire. A whole new picture arises which would need a whole new Physics to grasp it.
From Biogeometry.com
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Observing Auras
There are 4 basic elements of life,
Earth , Air, Fire, Water.
Contact with all 4 of these elements restores balance to your body.
Sitting under a willow tree for 10 minutes can stop a headache.
A pine tree can help cleanse you.
Each Tree is as unique and individual as we each are.
Trees have dynamic energy fields, and each has their own vibration,
as do we, and also as do crystals.
Trees absorb and draw off negative emotions from our own auras.
This does not harm the tree.
It turns our negative energy into fertilizer for itself.
Link
Earth , Air, Fire, Water.
Contact with all 4 of these elements restores balance to your body.
Sitting under a willow tree for 10 minutes can stop a headache.
A pine tree can help cleanse you.
Each Tree is as unique and individual as we each are.
Trees have dynamic energy fields, and each has their own vibration,
as do we, and also as do crystals.
Trees absorb and draw off negative emotions from our own auras.
This does not harm the tree.
It turns our negative energy into fertilizer for itself.
Link
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