Unselfishness

If we abused people in one life, our higher self would probably cause us to reincarnate into a situation where we’d get abused to make us realize the misery we’ve caused others.

The only way to bypass this law of cause and effect (called "karma") is to develop so much unselfish love that paying our debts to society will serve no purpose - much like a college student challenging a course they already know.

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Knowing what I want

25 days to homelessness, and still, all I want is to remove the entities in my belly! I changed subliminals again yesterday -- this time the message is "I have the capacity to find out what it is that I truly want more than anything else in the universe." Already, less than 24 hours later, the picture is starting to become clear. I really believe in what I quoted yesterday, that discipline is nothing more or less than knowing what you want (how I phrase it). The picture has to be clear, and the picture has always been a bit fuzzy for me. Of course, what I really want is spiritual illumination, and to purify my etheric body -- these two things I see as one and the same. And I have understood for a while how to get there -- as I've stated before, "matter" is "lucifer," or the fallen angel, the puncture in space (spirit), and spirit (life) must penetrate matter and raise it up into itself (spiritualize matter) -- this is evolution. Spiritual illumination is a perfectly natural and unconscious process that only happens once the etheric body is fully purified of all obstructions. We live at the end of an age, therefore much destruction is about to take place (and has already in the last century with the destruction of 250 million lives in wars). Prior to the destruction, "karmic debt" must be accumulated so that each individual's higher self (their "God") will participate willingly in the death of the lower being (the individual). Karmic debt I now see as obstructions within the etheric body itself -- for example the entities in my belly hold my karmic debt, as do the toxins in my other chakras. What I'm trying to say is that there is a heck of a lot of karmic debt floating around at this time in history, and that means that, like the last century, a heck of a lot of destruction is about to take place. Can you see my urgency for becoming illuminated now? I don't see that I deserve to be part of the coming destruction. Not after everything I've been through in this incarnation, not after everything I've learned, not after coming so close.

Getting clean etherically causes the kundalini energy in the base of the spine to rise -- that is the energy that spiritualizes matter completely. I want to be freed from matter, liberated from matter, raised up into spirit, I want to go home, the place from whence I came. I'm ready.

David Campbell, Discipline

“Discipline is remembering what you want.”

David Campbell